dopamimetic
Bluelighter
I really only did this by accident of old habit, that I insufflated memantine (had the luck to acquire some pharm grade) instead of taking it orally or sublingually. Oh, the weird taste might have had something to do with it. Has a bad but transient burn and think(?) it's not caustic or causing real tissue damage as sublingual is painless too.... and the effects really surprised me. It's different, but almost as warm & fluffy as 2f-dck. Lasts for pretty long too, but no real dissociation, no cognitive impairment at all at at least 40mg yesterday and today.
Why is it so different? Please don't say placebo, unfortunately it wasn't really scientific isolated and logged experiment but I am very sure about this. I know this sort of feeling, only ever had this in the good times with some of the dissociatives and, a bit different, with 4,4'-dmar. Brings me to the question, do we in the end have more variables than one (I) would think? That the speed of onset might be very relevant for the overall effects and nor limited to the first minutes of an experience? Would explain what opioid users tell, but more as NMDA is afaik not your 0815 receptor and more directly intertwined with deep mind logic(?). Yeah, that fast-hitting ones are more clear, more active. Would comply with that oral 2F-dck was nothing worth to mention, only had the negatives almost.
I know we have low- and high-trapping NMDA antagonists. We have un-, non and competitive ones, we have ones with differing half lifes etc. and imho the main point was that high trapping ones are said to be too psychotomimetic, so both interesting as recreationals and ruled out as medicines. But what if we have different kinds of "recreationalism"? Also, if different people react differently to the same chems? Like some getting real psychotic symptoms while other don't. For me this has changed with tolerance, of course I am still worrying about psychosis, damage etc. but it is strange to read that some people get this with their very first take on dissociatives. Never ever had twisted/multiple thoughts or voices with DXM either.
These can stay away forever, but the cozy cuddly feelings and relaxation I miss soo bad.. that it makes me try things like snorting memantine.. (don't worry, I am more or less abstinent from RCs now)
Also this can be understood as a definitive warning. The good parts, the magic of dissociatives will fade and get lost with over-use, leaving one back as an empty, addicted shell. Reason- and senseless fear and tension instead of joy.
Why is it so different? Please don't say placebo, unfortunately it wasn't really scientific isolated and logged experiment but I am very sure about this. I know this sort of feeling, only ever had this in the good times with some of the dissociatives and, a bit different, with 4,4'-dmar. Brings me to the question, do we in the end have more variables than one (I) would think? That the speed of onset might be very relevant for the overall effects and nor limited to the first minutes of an experience? Would explain what opioid users tell, but more as NMDA is afaik not your 0815 receptor and more directly intertwined with deep mind logic(?). Yeah, that fast-hitting ones are more clear, more active. Would comply with that oral 2F-dck was nothing worth to mention, only had the negatives almost.
I know we have low- and high-trapping NMDA antagonists. We have un-, non and competitive ones, we have ones with differing half lifes etc. and imho the main point was that high trapping ones are said to be too psychotomimetic, so both interesting as recreationals and ruled out as medicines. But what if we have different kinds of "recreationalism"? Also, if different people react differently to the same chems? Like some getting real psychotic symptoms while other don't. For me this has changed with tolerance, of course I am still worrying about psychosis, damage etc. but it is strange to read that some people get this with their very first take on dissociatives. Never ever had twisted/multiple thoughts or voices with DXM either.
These can stay away forever, but the cozy cuddly feelings and relaxation I miss soo bad.. that it makes me try things like snorting memantine.. (don't worry, I am more or less abstinent from RCs now)
Also this can be understood as a definitive warning. The good parts, the magic of dissociatives will fade and get lost with over-use, leaving one back as an empty, addicted shell. Reason- and senseless fear and tension instead of joy.
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