DeepFriedFunk
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- Jan 20, 2012
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Im a recovering/ed alcoholic. At 23 thats quite something. 2 years of general fucked upness. Anyways a year sober next month yaaay (i mean from just booze haha) and 3 months since doing hard/er drugs. So life is good!! I did used to drink my self to sleep on stimulants which im not going to do for obvious reason.
For some reason never had a problem with anything else but booze..
Even still i've cut down on my drug use a lott.
Anyways, cracking rave last night. Thought I would let my hair down so I'll list what i've had from 19:00 last night to 09:00 this morning. Now i apologise for the Mkat (we were supposed to get some nice beans from silk road but they were late)
1 gram of very high quality cocaine
2 grams of pure Mkat (i know - its an awful drug)
1 2cb pill at some point, seemed quite strong
3-4 small lines of ket
(we didnt get the Mkat till later, about 11pm maybe??)
Oooh and nitrous... but that goes without saying.
Now im starting to feel a bit crap.... i know it's all from the Mkat comedown - makes me paranoid and literally feel like I might not be alive tomorrow because i reckon ill somehow fall asleep and die in my sleep. How silly! Not even speed makes me feel this bad.
Now i am clinically diagnosed insomniac but i try not to use diazipam as much as possible but I've had a bad week so i've taken a 10mg dose every night for around 5 days.
Jesus.... there aint a spelling mistake on here and it makes sense!!!! Hoooray!!! = if you could see me now... looking like death warmed up
Anyways, considering 1)What i've done last night, don't wanna kill myself
and 2) Will I have built up a slight tolerance over 5 days?
I was considering 20mg.... wait an hour then 10mg. So advice would be lovely because i only know how to over do things, i used to pop pills like smarties. So suggestions on sensible doses for the situation would be helpful!
Namaste!
Josh
For some reason never had a problem with anything else but booze..
Even still i've cut down on my drug use a lott.
Anyways, cracking rave last night. Thought I would let my hair down so I'll list what i've had from 19:00 last night to 09:00 this morning. Now i apologise for the Mkat (we were supposed to get some nice beans from silk road but they were late)
1 gram of very high quality cocaine
2 grams of pure Mkat (i know - its an awful drug)
1 2cb pill at some point, seemed quite strong
3-4 small lines of ket
(we didnt get the Mkat till later, about 11pm maybe??)
Oooh and nitrous... but that goes without saying.
Now im starting to feel a bit crap.... i know it's all from the Mkat comedown - makes me paranoid and literally feel like I might not be alive tomorrow because i reckon ill somehow fall asleep and die in my sleep. How silly! Not even speed makes me feel this bad.
Now i am clinically diagnosed insomniac but i try not to use diazipam as much as possible but I've had a bad week so i've taken a 10mg dose every night for around 5 days.
Jesus.... there aint a spelling mistake on here and it makes sense!!!! Hoooray!!! = if you could see me now... looking like death warmed up
Anyways, considering 1)What i've done last night, don't wanna kill myself
and 2) Will I have built up a slight tolerance over 5 days?I was considering 20mg.... wait an hour then 10mg. So advice would be lovely because i only know how to over do things, i used to pop pills like smarties. So suggestions on sensible doses for the situation would be helpful!
Namaste!
Josh
