After a grueling 5 months of sheer despair and utter hopelessness, in destitute and dire circumstance, unmedicated, uninsured, and under duress of the highest order I've managed to land a job.
This is where it gets unusual.
I've often had premonitions of future transpirations, almost to an unsettling degree. Last week during severe clonazapam withdrawal (lasted two weeks waiting on a doctors appointment) I had a prescient dream, which is not unlike me. It happens every now and then, usually the more centered I am the frequency of the dreams ascends to a higher magnitiude and frequency.
The dream was I was working at my first job, in the old store I spent 4 years manning single-handedly (the way I like it; solicitude is my concubine). I can't really recall many details for dreams are like mystical or psychedelic experieinces primarily, they quite keenly and skillfully circumvent description.
Here I am today, scheduled for an 8 hour shift in a Managerial position in the very same store. On a whim I stopped to chat, discovered they were under new ownership and upon hearing this I immediately ask about employment. After cycling through a few channells of subordinant characters I gained the attention of the district manager.
This was two days ago. Yesterday I handed in my resume, today she called and asked if I could work. Obviously I hid my excitement but said yes yes yes just the same Hot damn by god woman YES.
Interesting turn of affairs, lets just hope I can stay on the straight and narrow.
In other news, this is an addendum to that post I made about my unlawful arrest, detention, and sentencing happening around May of '11.
WE BEAT THEM LIKE DOGS
Thou
This is where it gets unusual.
I've often had premonitions of future transpirations, almost to an unsettling degree. Last week during severe clonazapam withdrawal (lasted two weeks waiting on a doctors appointment) I had a prescient dream, which is not unlike me. It happens every now and then, usually the more centered I am the frequency of the dreams ascends to a higher magnitiude and frequency.
The dream was I was working at my first job, in the old store I spent 4 years manning single-handedly (the way I like it; solicitude is my concubine). I can't really recall many details for dreams are like mystical or psychedelic experieinces primarily, they quite keenly and skillfully circumvent description.
Here I am today, scheduled for an 8 hour shift in a Managerial position in the very same store. On a whim I stopped to chat, discovered they were under new ownership and upon hearing this I immediately ask about employment. After cycling through a few channells of subordinant characters I gained the attention of the district manager.
This was two days ago. Yesterday I handed in my resume, today she called and asked if I could work. Obviously I hid my excitement but said yes yes yes just the same Hot damn by god woman YES.
Interesting turn of affairs, lets just hope I can stay on the straight and narrow.
In other news, this is an addendum to that post I made about my unlawful arrest, detention, and sentencing happening around May of '11.
WE BEAT THEM LIKE DOGS
Just thought I'd give everyone an update on this seeing how it's been a long while.
It panned out exactly as I would have assumed it to have, had I not been such a defeatist/pessimist and paranoiac.
What it boiled down to was that their case had no water. If I had had the money or the time to risk the consequences should my defensive trial turn for the worst, I would have fought it full bore and had the charges dismissed, possibly filing a countersuit for wrongful arrest and defamation of character. But alas, I'm of humble means and simple fiduciary stock.
It resulted in a conditional adjournment in contemplation of dismissal, meaning if I stay out of trouble for 6 months-1 year the charges will be dropped. Whether this means they are stricken from my record and I am found innocent, I've not a clue as my lawyer doesn't return my calls or answer my admittedly long-winded questions when he does. I do know however that as a result of this and until the adjournment (1 year) I am unable to work in my current field (healthcare) which means I'm left to find less desirable work at half the pay I'd normally receive. Looks like I'll be heading back to college.
Thanks for the support, folks. You're all such wonderful
people.It panned out exactly as I would have assumed it to have, had I not been such a defeatist/pessimist and paranoiac.
What it boiled down to was that their case had no water. If I had had the money or the time to risk the consequences should my defensive trial turn for the worst, I would have fought it full bore and had the charges dismissed, possibly filing a countersuit for wrongful arrest and defamation of character. But alas, I'm of humble means and simple fiduciary stock.
It resulted in a conditional adjournment in contemplation of dismissal, meaning if I stay out of trouble for 6 months-1 year the charges will be dropped. Whether this means they are stricken from my record and I am found innocent, I've not a clue as my lawyer doesn't return my calls or answer my admittedly long-winded questions when he does. I do know however that as a result of this and until the adjournment (1 year) I am unable to work in my current field (healthcare) which means I'm left to find less desirable work at half the pay I'd normally receive. Looks like I'll be heading back to college.
Thanks for the support, folks. You're all such wonderful
Thou
