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PhangKa

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So, does everyone here go out when they roll? Clubs, raves, etc.

I rolled a while back and stayed home the entire night and actually had a blast. When I started coming up I turned on the Xbox, put on my surround sound headphones, cranked some music, and played TF2 with a bunch of friends online.

Playing online was great because I was still active in my head without the physical exertion. I had the base pumping into my ears, plenty of people to converse with, and I got to watch myself run around onscreen like chicken on meth. The next time I roll I may just stay home again.
 
when i used to take mdma, i would hate clubbing and raves... it just didn't make much sense to me for some reason

personally i loved to do the same thing as you. put on some phatass speaker system, get a couple of friends over, or go to theirs, play ps3, watch films and it was bliss.

we'd all talk about shit, be in hysterics over nothing and everything was perfect.

the first time i took mdma i was alone at home, i believe the first place you roll, will be your rolling place from then on in. i will always remember those beautiful nights i spent on E at home or a friends house, we have this mood light that would continually change and it was like staring into heaven, the room illuminating in all different colors all the time, surreal and bliss. it was the ones out of home which made me never want to take it again.
 
We (wife and I) have rolled twice in public (both times at Disneyland) and while it's had it's pluses, we doubt we will do it again for the simple reason YOU CAN'T GET NAKED!!!

When our body temps rise the clothes come off and the intense passion for exploring, caressing, and tasting flesh begins and lasts for hours. Nothing beats a naked embrace with the love of your life while on E!
 
I can't stay home while on E :) I can't even stand the same corner of a club/rave for more then ten minutes! I always like to walk around, explore meet people, the more the better and talk with strangers
 
i must round around looking at lights chatting to randomers and give them juicy fruit chewing gum
 
My first time was on the floor of the coliseum almost 5 years ago. From then on I've been all about rolling while out at raves or even clubs, meeting people, and dancing my ass off. I did roll at home once though, with the first love of my life. We laid there for hours talking, having sex, and getting to know eachother on a level we thought we had already covered. I still get chills thinking back on all the amazing times I've experienced. I say get out there and socialize. You never know who you're going to meet :)
 
Honestly, I've never wanted to roll in a club or rave. I've only ever rolled in my house, with the same group of close friends, since the very beginning. I seriously love it and wouldn't have it any other way. I've bonded and become closer with all five of them on a way different level than any other friends I've ever had. And we always have waaaaay too much fun, getting half naked, giving massages and lightshows, talking about the most random things, DOING the most random things, etc, etc! <3
 
I've never rolled when we're just in or sat around, I'd prefer to drink, smoke weed or do ket. MDMA to me is definitely more of a party dancey drug but me and my friends are pretty sociable normally.
Although saying that I would like to try it to see if the empathy & love feelings (which i still get on nights out) overpower the urges to be active.
I would definitely urge people to go out there and give MDMA a go on a top quality night with good music, a few friends and an open attitude. It's really fun and if you're at a place where others are indulging too then you can make quite a few friends :)
 
I used to be great at socializing on E, but I feel that since the more and more I've taken it I've become much more introverted. Dont know why, wish I could go back to those first few times.
 
Docta.Jay said:
I used to be great at socializing on E, but I feel that since the more and more I've taken it I've become much more introverted. Dont know why, wish I could go back to those first few times.
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thats the exact same that happened to me.

i seriously couldn't take mdma again (for a long time anyway) just because for some reason i hate it.
 
I did have a bad experience one time when we took E with friends. It was their first time and they had an amazing time. But, while mine worked and I was happy for them, it was clear that I was not experiencing the same levels of joy and excitement that they were. It really made me long for that first time feeling and made me feel depressed that I would never feel it again; it felt like I was an outsider looking in. Just thinking about that memory gives me a sad, empty feeling. Strange...
 
The two times I've done it, I've socialized. The first time was at this really awesome club that was playing house music. Across the street was a makeshift cigarette stand for cheap cigs. I was way too panicky to enjoy it fully, but towards the end of the night I started feeling more social. The second time was at a music festival and I really enjoyed walking around and talking to people. I'm going to another massive soon and I imagine I'll do a ton of socializing. It's my favorite thing to do when out ever.
 
Mdma made me experience limitless compassion for others. The likelihood of having a deep and meaningful social interaction with someone I just met skyrockets when I'm rolling. I flow with all the possibilities naturally - those same possibilities I would sometimes dream about sober (I don't do sober as I am really baked around the clock), but be unable to materialize due to the usual anxieties and defense mechanisms. Anything can happen on Mdma though, I used to feel completely liberated (don't think I'd ever do it again now that I haven't for over a year). Normally I'm pretty introverted so I always used to go out dancing on this stuff, would seem like a waste not to take advantage of collecting merit from that limitless compassion for others.
 
I do it at home with close friends almost all the time, or at small parties of the 20 or so people variety. I never saw the appeal of taking it at clubs but then I don't like clubs that much anyway. It was very enjoyable at boomtown, everyone was high and the atmosphere even whilst sober was so friendly that you can literally just start up a conversation with anyone at any time (usual opener being "What are you on?" :D).

I also took some at my schools leaving ball so that I'd be able to tell everyone that I didn't know very well but thought were cool and and nice, that I thought they were cool and nice, but due to a *slight* dosing mistake I ended up faaaaar too high for it to be enjoyable let alone not noticeable (Eye's vibrating and a constant protruding jaw, I also passed out on the guy who was in line for the que in front of me) so I ended up leaving really early and wandering about town chatting to homeless people, don't remember much of it though.

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I did have a bad experience one time when we took E with friends. It was their first time and they had an amazing time. But, while mine worked and I was happy for them, it was clear that I was not experiencing the same levels of joy and excitement that they were. It really made me long for that first time feeling and made me feel depressed that I would never feel it again; it felt like I was an outsider looking in. Just thinking about that memory gives me a sad, empty feeling. Strange...
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Yeah it's not nearly as empathpgenic any more, when back in the day it would make me spill my soul to anyone, now it's far more hollow and the main thing I get from it is the body high and stiumlation, since its stop being so special, I can see myself using it more for concerts and the like because it does make dancing a lot more fun and less aware of how tired your feet are. I have great hopes for trying methylone though, it seems like a drug thats more suited for staying at home with friends, although I hear that too loses its magic, don't know what I'll do when I've exhausted that option as well.
 
i only do mdma now if im on a night out. dont see the point in dealing with a come down with nothing to show for it. definitely a positive social tool. using in general daily life can make you 'weak'. when i say weak i mean in the sense of letting people take advantage of you and all that
 
I always do it at festivals/raves/clubs. I am sociable and outgoing to begin with so when I'm rolling it just amplifys it to the Nth degree. I make a lot of new friends every time, the majority of which i don't speak to very often or at all any more. However I have meet some awesome people while rolling who i still keep in contact with.

The only problem with rolling at club or rave is that once i come down I can't keep pulling of that "I'm the man" attitude. It sucks because when I'm all jacked up I just ooze confidence and I think it attracts people who are around me, especially women %). When i crash I just can't pull it off any more and i find myself looking at all these people who are expecting me to keep it going. I can't tell you how many times i have had a girl all over me by the end of the night and then BOOM I'm down... I usually end up making an excuses and running away lol
 
But Blanch, MDMA is just revealing your true self. You ARE the MAN!!!!!!

(just keep a pocketful of smartees candies and pretend they are pills--then you can pop them all day and will always have confidence!)
 
Raves and festivals all the way, too much energy! But I do want to try it at home one day. Blanch that cracked me up! I have never been able to roll single, had a girlfriend ever since my first time haha but sounds like it could be funny!
 
E has to be rave/club for me. You tune into the music, dance a lot, release tonnes of endorphins. Sitting in the house is OK with some of the pills that are more 'wasted' feeling but for a proper pill - dance! There's amphet in the thing, hard to sit down.
 
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