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Harm Reduction (Social) OD Social v9 ~ Kreppel/Doughnut appreciation Plaza - Token bowls

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Shit the first day I get to go back to work, I'll be fucking thrilled...same with school...I can't stand not being able to work...I worked overtime (45-55 hours/week) as a shift manager while going to high school 35 hours a week...I'm more addicted to working than I've ever been to any drug lol...except meth maybe...that's a close match lmao
 
Tripman said:
I thought someone already did it. Bah.

I planted my garden a few days back!
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what are you growing?

i've got about 50 truss tomatoes growing on two different vines at the moment. was able to pick one fresh the other day and throw it on a ham and salad sandwich - beautiful.

the pumpkins failed so have to replace them.

sativas and indicas are on their way.
 
yah i dont play d3 much anymore now that i got to college (university of georgia).


wait you vacationed in america? my first thought is, why would you do that? but it would be alot different if i didnt leave here lol
 
Jktm said:
Shit the first day I get to go back to work, I'll be fucking thrilled...same with school...I can't stand not being able to work...I worked overtime (45-55 hours/week) as a shift manager while going to high school 35 hours a week...I'm more addicted to working than I've ever been to any drug lol...except meth maybe...that's a close match lmao
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I work 40-60 hours a week, i had a three week vacation in another country, now i'm back at work. That is why i'm grouchy.

tentram said:
what are you growing?

i've got about 50 truss tomatoes growing on two different vines at the moment. was able to pick one fresh the other day and throw it on a ham and salad sandwich - beautiful.

the pumpkins failed so have to replace them.

sativas and indicas are on their way.
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Yum! We've got Rhubarb, Raspberries, strawberries, tomatoes, letucces, and of course marijuana in our veggie patch.

laCster said:
yah i dont play d3 much anymore now that i got to college (university of georgia).


wait you vacationed in america? my first thought is, why would you do that? but it would be alot different if i didnt leave here lol
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I simply work too much these days.

USA was an awesome country to vacation in. I came over for a wedding.
 
Well I hope the rest of your day goes quickly...I might be a workaholic, but I know the feeling of being at work and not wanting to be there...happened at convergys most of the time lol...fuck AT&T customer service lol...
 
i can see myself slowly slipping back into alcohol with a Dan Murphy's store in town now.

i got all nostalgic and sea sick after i bought my ciders so went and sat at the waters edge by the marina, looking at my old quarters across the bay on an island we lived on when dad managed the now defunct resort. saw a couple seagulls go at it, a few yummy mummies running around the circuit and inhaled the diesel fumes amongs fresh sea breeze as a few tugs were escorting barges chock full of shipping containers onto one of the docks.

argghh.

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sigh...estazolam sounds delicious...just 2mg...not enough to feel even the slightest buzz...just enough to sleep...
 
you think i'd be drinking if i had my morphine and diaz scripts full? this is good cider, though.

it's all about the adventure and sociability alcohol can give me. and the taste.

mission accomplished : dad cooking.
 
Yep give me benzos over alcohol any day of the week, never liked beer or liquor that much. When I do drink it is usually corn liquor, for some reason I can tolerate that. Good bourbon is alright too. I can't mix alcohol with anything other than weed though, it just ruins anything else.

Anyway, what's up my fellow BLers? Hope everyone is doing well this morning...I've been up all night enjoying some more of that home grown and a little morphine. Added 1mg of Ativan on top of it...love all these freebies! (got paid in morphine and ativan on one job over the weekend xD)

Put in for a lot of jobs over the weekend, hoping to get some call backs today. Picked up a lot of side work too, at the rate I'm going I'll have fixed 20+ PCs for my clients by this coming Friday :D My bank account it looking good for the first time in ages.
 
I wish I still had my clonaz script...goddamn seroquel fucked that over for me...

44mg clonazepam, 60mg of morphine, and a 20µg/hr BuTrans patch wasn't enough to even get me high...yet one 50mg seroquel added to the mix and boom...started drooling and scribbling on my quiz in chemistry...
 
Jktm said:
I wish I still had my clonaz script...goddamn seroquel fucked that over for me...

44mg clonazepam, 60mg of morphine, and a 20µg/hr BuTrans patch wasn't enough to even get me high...yet one 50mg seroquel added to the mix and boom...started drooling and scribbling on my quiz in chemistry...
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That's entirely too much clonazepam. Yikes.

I'd hate to ever take such a high dosage. Once they loaded me up full of IV midazolam + IV fentanyl for surgery, I don't think I'd ever wish to use that much benzos ever again though.
 
Seroquel is the devil in a pill. I can not stand begin on that stuff, I was given it as a sleep aid and it just made me feel like a zombie. Plus after the first few doses it started causing horrible pains in my hands, my bones/veins in my arms and hands felt like they were going to explode. Took myself off of the stuff and flushed the rest of the prescription.

Ended up "firing" that doctor because he ran me through all sorts of different prescriptions for my insomnia. Everything he put me on ended up causing horrible side effects. He wouldn't write a script for benzos or z-drugs, I went through all sorts of stuff thinking eventually he'd give me something I knew would work but nope it wasn't going to happen.

I wasn't drug seeking either, I was going to him for several reasons at that time and he barely had time to talk to me. I was paying $60 a visit so obviously I was pretty pissed off at the fact that he'd spend 3 minutes in the room talking with me then write a script for something like trazodone then go on his way to the next sucker. Trazodone actually worked pretty good until I developed that rare side effect that causes your penis to go erect for no reason and the the inability to orgasm...I wouldn't wish the pain of those ultra blue balls on my worse enemy. ><

Thankfully I have a better doctor now that's interested in more than pushing the latest miracle pill on his patients. The last (bad) doctor was a friend of the family so I tried to stick with him but I'm convinced he's a quack and the fact that he's my grandparents doctor worries me for sure. :/
 
only reason I took the seroquel was because I lost 2 of the MS-Contin 30's I was going to take...
 
Jktm said:
only reason I took the seroquel was because I lost 2 of the MS-Contin 30's I was going to take...
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Haha didn't mean to get preachy man, I'm on more things than I care to mention atm. Your post just reminded me of that bad time in my life when I couldn't sleep for days on end and my doctor acted like it wasn't an issue. I was scripted more anti-psychs and anti-depressants than any one person should have to take. I know they work for some people as sleep aids but they aren't for me, that's for sure. Plus, for some reason every side effect listed under "cease taking if this occurs" are ones I managed to get. ><
 
Captain.Heroin said:
That's entirely too much clonazepam. Yikes.

I'd hate to ever take such a high dosage. Once they loaded me up full of IV midazolam + IV fentanyl for surgery, I don't think I'd ever wish to use that much benzos ever again though.
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there's a significant difference between anesthesia and general practice - dosages and route of admin.

i wasn't awake for 30 seconds after they started dosing me with fentanyl and midazolam for wisdom teeth extraction a few weeks back even with my large tolerance to both opioids and benzos in general.

they're not going to want you awake. flailing and moaning when they're putting screws and plates in your wrist.
 
I was typing that as your post got posted actually lol...and I didn't state that as clearly as needed anyway...

only reason I took the seroquel was because I was MAD that I had lost 60mg of MS...

and ya...benzodiazepines are contraindicated in me because of my prior "suicide attempt" (me taking that cocktail listed above), yet the anti-psychotics they try to get me to take for insomnia make my depression worse...and hell...taking me off benzos made it worse as well...
 
tentram said:
there's a significant difference between anesthesia and general practice - dosages and route of admin.

i wasn't awake for 30 seconds after they started dosing me with fentanyl and midazolam for wisdom teeth extraction a few weeks back even with my large tolerance to both opioids and benzos in general.

they're not going to want you awake. flailing and moaning when they're putting screws and plates in your wrist.
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I am obviously aware of this; I'm just saying I don't like going through the experience of coming off of a single large dosage of benzodiazepines. It isn't a pleasant feeling.
 
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