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Harm Reduction (Social) OD Social v.6 (VI) - It's okay eat fish, cos they don't have any feelings

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So, I woke up at like 945 today which is the latest I've been up in weeks. Usually, my day might go something like this:

(Have to work at 1230 pm)

Set alarm for 1130.
Wake up at 1205
Throw on clothes.
Brush teeth.
Get to work 1235.

Now I'm lucky if I wake up past 8 even on days off.

I'm thinking it has to do with the suboxone taper, which btw, I believe I'm completely tapered off. Last dose was so small I couldn't even tell you what it was and it was Tuesday night and my symptoms are pretty much so minimal I'm able to convince myself that they have nothing to do with opiate wd.
 
So, I woke up at like 945 today which is the latest I've been up in weeks. Usually, my day might go something like this:

(Have to work at 1230 pm)

Set alarm for 1130.
Wake up at 1205
Throw on clothes.
Brush teeth.
Get to work 1235.

Now I'm lucky if I wake up past 8 even on days off.

I'm thinking it has to do with the suboxone taper, which btw, I believe I'm completely tapered off. Last dose was so small I couldn't even tell you what it was and it was Tuesday night and my symptoms are pretty much so minimal I'm able to convince myself that they have nothing to do with opiate wd.

Hey! I'm an expert at convincing myself of stuff...
for instance..
theres no way i spend too much time on BL.
Also, everybody loves me here...
Also, ________________
(that one was private)

<3
 
So I finally got accepted into this drug rehab/dual diagnosis program I've been trying to get into. I'm supposed to be there tomorrow morning at 10am for intake. My mental afflictions have gotten to the point of being extremely debilitating, and coupled with my drug use life is just extremely unbearable. I hope to get back on the path of sorting things out. It won't be easy, and it'll be a hard road. I've been down this road before with rehab and shit and failed bhr rhis time I am exremelh serious. If all goes to plan, I'll be in the detox ward for a week or so, then their 45 day rehab, and then HOPEFULLY a halfway house

Wish me luck everyone( that is, if you want to). I'll miss bluelight during my hiatus, but at least this time it won't be because I was in jail for 5 months.

Yay!
 
So I finally got accepted into this drug rehab/dual diagnosis program I've been trying to get into. I'm supposed to be there tomorrow morning at 10am for intake. My mental afflictions have gotten to the point of being extremely debilitating, and coupled with my drug use life is just extremely unbearable. I hope to get back on the path of sorting things out. It won't be easy, and it'll be a hard road. I've been down this road before with rehab and shit and failed bhr rhis time I am exremelh serious. If all goes to plan, I'll be in the detox ward for a week or so, then their 45 day rehab, and then HOPEFULLY a halfway house

Wish me luck everyone( that is, if you want to). I'll miss bluelight during my hiatus, but at least this time it won't be because I was in jail for 5 months.

Yay!

NO jail yay! I'll 2nd that!
Wish you the best! <3
 
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