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Harm Reduction (Social) OD Social v.6 (VI) - It's okay eat fish, cos they don't have any feelings

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Cloudy said:
Thank god for benzos with amps. The older I get and I guess with all the times I've abused amps I'm the past, amps are so much harsher with out a downer mixed in. Thank god for cigs as well haha
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Can't have one w/o the other. Like PB&J...i never have that..but i sure as hell wasn't typing love and marraige..damn..typed it anyway...
sigh...........

tricomb said:
Pain flare omg shoot me. Can't walk or talk. And about to get in the car for a six hour drive.

SHOOT. ME. Please someone out there with compassion just put me down
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tricomb said:
Feeling much better, Opi'd up
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:)
 
Have no cash to lend.


I am pretty incapacitated today, I don't know how active my BLing will be, I feel like I took a million steps back in terms of my Major Depression.
 
Sorry to hear that tricomb. Have you been exercising enough and taking advantage of the beautiful weather? I find that my depression actually gets much worse during summer if I am always inside or not doing activities due to group social anxiety, my depression gets heaps wprse.

Or have you been doing methanp too frequently?
 
what's not to <3???

lol.

someone give me a lighter stat!

~token

EDIT: nm...I found one to work...
you ppl have been no help....

still <3 TC tho.
 
I'm such the fucking man, I keep turning down heroin, and today I would have even been able to grab some for free. I'm so proud of my self for staying away from short acting opioids. Even though methadone doesn't really even give me a buzz anymore besides for like 30-45 minutes after snorting a filtered soln., not being high on anything is seriously the way to go in my life right now. I'm one for drugs, and about to receive some UR-144 and AB-001, so I will get high, but only getting high on hard drugs maybe once a month and lighter drugs like cannabinoids a few times a month is helping prevent myself from being a heavy addict. I know I'd be using heroin multiple times a week if I didn't buckle down and honestly, just say no. I even have myself using the prescribed or 7.5mg over the prescribed dose of amphetamines the last few days (I'm taking a break today). I got to the point (partially imo due to pramipexole, a dopamine agonist) where I was running through 900mgs of amphetamine salts in less than a week. On top of using subs, oxymorphone, high dose methadone, hydrocodone, butalbital, high dose kratom, high dose tramadol, high dose gabapentin, etc. I really can't go back to WDing from a drug or a number of drugs every single month atleast once. That shit seriously takes a huge toll, and the WDs get progressively worse the more times I WD.

My life is still being a bitch atm, but I'm doing my hardest to do whatever I can to improve my life. I really only have one more shot realistically with the amount of money I owe in loans to go back to school to finish my chemistry degree. If I can't do that/fuck up again, I'll never be able to reach the one goal I've held so close to my heart for the past 8 years, become a pharmacologist.

/end positive reinforcement.

I'm sooo excited about going on a cruise in 4 days (leaving to fly on Wednesday). I'm not going to buy any alcohol, but I'm gonna bring some UR-144 and AB-001 with me so I can get blazed while chilling in the pacific heading towards Alaska. I wish i had like a 2-3 hour psychedelic, but I only have 2c-p and 25i-NBOMe which are both 10+ hours. Oh well, being high on a cannabinoid will do, and will save my wallet so much money because alcohol costs a arm and a leg.
 
cloudy never once invited me on this cruise...:(
But have fun...sounds like it's time for some

~token
 
Hi, I'm back/still here.

I'm also living in the past.

Have you all heard the epic story about the one time in OD social when we closed a thread (1000+ messages) in less than a day?

Epicness was epic.

That's all.
 
You should come Token. My family will be there though. I honestly don't mind traveling to much with my family, especially on a cruise because you basically just go off and do you're own thing while the ships traveling. At the ports my family gets together for a little bit to do an excursion. Like in the caribbean we've kayaked in a cool mangrove I believe, climbed a waterfall in jamacia, snorkeled in grand caymen, etc. Also what people don't realize is that cruises especially now an days are pretty fucking cheap. People spend more as much money visiting cities where they have no relatives for more than just a couple of days than some cruises even 5 days long. It sounds more expensive than it is because of the different locations, but with a cheap cabin and you avoid buying alcohol, the trip can be less than 500 bucks with tax, food, etc included. Though if you don't live near some port cities the flight makes it more expensive. Some places like Galveston TX, New Orleans, Miami, LA, NY, Seattle, and more have ports that people can leave from, so if you live near the port cities its not to bad.

It is a treat I will say. Its like the first time other than the funeral my whole immediate family has been together in over 5 years, so it means a lot to my mom.

I'm not gonna be drinking shit on the cruise, maybe just one or two gin and tonics. I'll be mainly just vaping hits of cannabinoids and smoking cigs. Should be awesome.
 
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