It may help you realize how you may improve your social skills. Acid lasts a long time, and generally I go into hyperspeed where thoughts unravel quickly, emotions run high, and I become engrossed with just about any direction I take. I like to keep a piece of paper and pen handy in case I need to write. There a moments when I get realizations of who I have to actually be. I write down a couple of phrases... and then I'll think about it for weeks afterward. I thought a lot of what I should be, and how I should present myself to the world. What influence should I give to the world. What message should I give to the world. well what does everyone else do.... and I ponder for so long.
I've been using psychedelics know for just about 5 years. I use to be very socially awkward, and sometimes I still am. However, I came to this realization that everyone feels that weird energy... or if it is just me that feels it I can triumph it through my realization of it... just like everyone else. I have learned to be more vocal... but not too get more complex than need be. I try to stay simple and talk with a positive tone... because i feel people are more receptive to that even if you don't say the worlds most best phrase. People like to be in communication. It is comforting. It is work required of to ends... listening and talking. I have also learned that is best for me to say yes to getting involved rather than being frightened of the possibility of conflict.
I have also learned to realize my own greatness... and my own contributions to the positivity of society.
By the way... I still go in and out of emotions... and i experience them greatly... I am no longer afraid to tell anyone the truth about anything... although I do not go around boasting the truth.... all in all I have come to ultimately love everything... I appreciate being a spec of dust in the great cosmic explosion. All is one and so on and so forth.
I dropped a good amount man.... I feel that it was a better choice than trying out anti-depressants and anti-anxiety medications. Those can be beneficial, but I feel the trap people. I believe I can stop using psychedelics at any moment really. I use them in spurts. Sometimes I binge.... sometimes I don't. When I first began I did my research... figured out productive ways of using psychedelic chemicals. I worked with them a lot in the beginning... Now I occasionally use them for fun at times... and then I also use them to figure things out.... I also use them to show the wonders of them to other people. These chemicals can be very beneficial... It all depends on how you use them... and the amount of work you put into them. Psychedelics hold whatever you put into them... I am constantly discovering new methods of using them and new methods of controlling my life... I am at a point where I feel like every day is the best day of my life.
By the way... There are many things you can do. Psychedelics are not the only thing out there that can improve our social skills. Whatever you do, though, I suggest you do research and actively think about the many instances in the world... rather than signing yourself up for the first thing that comes to view... Think about what you are gonna do, read about it, do it, and think of how it affects you. compare it to what you have read... and make a decision of where you should go. Sometimes you don't even need drugs... a counselor could help you... Or even family or a friend. Reach out and talk about your social skills with someone... It is always helpful to be able to confide in someone. I have a few people that i can tell anything to... everyone else though I only reveal myself based on their own interactions... Sometimes I feel I might frighten them with a new idea. There are so many different people in this world... It is hard to please everyone when so many different ideas of who to be are constantly running through out heads.... One day we'll figure it out.
Psychedelics are great. They can be challenging. They can scare the fuck out of you. They can make you cracked out for a little bit. You can remain an amazing person while using them. You can improve aspects of your life through work with em.
Sorry for the lengthy ramble... the marijuana is setting in nicely after a nice day's work. Be safe. Peace.