i know its not exactly HR and i am not recommending this but 15-20mgs of oxycodone turns me into a social butterfly. if you are an opiate newbie 10mgs will have ya feelin mighty good. but of course i am not recommending you use opiates as a cure for social anxiety. just saying what works for me.
Yeah I've had the same experience, except with hydrocodone. Actually, i think its the only opiate ive ever done. But i used to take it almost every time i would go hang out with a bunch of people so i wouldnt act awkward from being shy and anxious, because I get that way a lot. I cant even access it anymore though... Maybe thats a good thing?
And baars, i am being a complete hypocrite for saying this, but i dont recommend depending on opiates to help you socialize either. I thank god that i wasnt able to hang out with my friends more than 3 times a week when i had access to hydrocodone. Who knows? If i was socializing every day back then, i maybe id be an addict today. I've never been physically addicted to anything before so i cant tell you much it sucks, but im sure a lot of people on this site can. It's kinda hard to face, but i fear im going to be a addict in the future. Like i said, ive never been addicted to drugs, but sometimes i feel like i might as well be. I cant go a day being sober. I smoke weed about 2 hours after i wake up everyday and i keep smoking all day until i go to bed. I know thats not bad cuz its just weed, but I can only get weed like once every 2 weeks and never afford more than a dub or a 30. So once I run dry, I start going to more extreme measures such as searching the house for other people's meds (well, only if theyre any good). If theres no drugs to do, ill drink and smoke cigs all day. If im just completely dry, I will find a way to get something, or end every day trying to until i can get more weed. Im around the age of 18 and ever since i started doing drugs, i have never had an actual steady connect for more than 3 weeks (for like 20 different reasons). My drug "addiction" isnt very bad right now but i already know that whether i like it or not, it will get much worse. Especially when i find a dealer that sells stronger opiates and other bad shit that will get me hooked on the first try.
The reason i tell you all this, is because i started with weed which was ok, and it helped me when i felt anti-social. But without it, i feel i just cant be near people when im sober. So i will do whatever it takes to get high and relieve my social anxiety. And before i know it, i will be completely dry, and some dude offers me heroin. And now all of the sudden heroin is the only thing that can help me. If even things like weed and adderall are this psychologically addictive to me, what will a REAL drug addiction be like? Definitely not good! So if you are gonna use drugs to relieve social anxiety, all i can say is that i recommend not doing anything addictive unless you have more self control than i do. Because if youre like me, youll probably be fucked. Hopefully neither of us end up like that. Also, try getting a prescription for that instead. That's what im working on, and will hopefully find the right meds soon... Good luck