I have always gotten high in some way since I was a teenager... now close to 20 years later I recently ended up in a situation where I have no money, no car, and am living with a sober family member.
I just can't find fun in anything. Its not that I can't think of things to do - its that I don't find any enjoyment while doing them.
I thought maybe I'll megadose on coffee, but only the first few sips really provide any change. Finishing the cup or having a couple more does nothing. I can't get motivated to do anything. I don't care about anything.. I don't even just miss the highs, I miss the lows too (as strange as that may sound). Its been like this for about 4 months.
I just can't find fun in anything. Its not that I can't think of things to do - its that I don't find any enjoyment while doing them.
I thought maybe I'll megadose on coffee, but only the first few sips really provide any change. Finishing the cup or having a couple more does nothing. I can't get motivated to do anything. I don't care about anything.. I don't even just miss the highs, I miss the lows too (as strange as that may sound). Its been like this for about 4 months.