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Sober and BORED

Serotonin and Foreigner---kudos to both of you for taking up interests to make life more exciting. I don't think the writing is lame at all---it is my favorite outlet atm. I wish that I were better at photography because that is an art-form that really appeals to me.
 
what were you smoking foreigner?

good thread btw, I'm sure there are many on bl that are in a similar position, boredom gets the better of us, wry smile
 
OMG.... SIGNED, SIGNED and DOUBLE SIGNED. Even when I fill my void with activities outside the house. As soon as I'm home... it's like "WHAT NOW???" I have no idea how to be home and be sober. It sucks. :( :( :(
 
I struggle with this as well my friend..honestly..I probably spend 16 hours a day on my computer. My business is 100% computer but I only work a couple hours a day. I spend most my time watching a list of like 7 different TV shows and random ass movies. Such a bad idea...but it keeps me off drugs and right now thats my only concern. But its interesting to meet someone that uses drugs because of boredom and not to escape reality. I thought I was alone for the most part,.
 
I'm going for the ultimate combo of body building and writing lol. Oddly enough it's attracting the ladies a lot better than I expected. I agree with it being hard to be at home. I found a couple rigs last night and had my father dispose of them to keep me straight. Photography is fantastic. Art allows us to see the beauty in life again after our senses have been dulled for so long. Keep fighting the good fight my friend. Everyday is progress and life is about the journey, never forget that. I have yet to see things get worse while living sober (aside from the past catching up). Much love to everyone.
 
epiks said:
But its interesting to meet someone that uses drugs because of boredom and not to escape reality. I thought I was alone for the most part,.
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You're definitely not alone. It's our part of the world dude. Constant low pressure climate with mostly clouds for 8 months out of the year, and a sleepy population to boot. I find mundane reality so boring... the things people tend to do and talk about, I don't know how anyone can find this world entertaining. I used to live in Asia which was much more fascinating, but I had to leave because the pollution was killing me. Too bad... now I'm stuck in Van-asia.

I also watch a lot of movies but I feel like I've seen every good movie out there now. Nothing left to watch! Ahhhh!
 
^^^its not just your part of the world..stop making excuses, many people from all different areas of the world use drugs to combat boredom...but yes, after u have ran the speedball course for years on end, everyday life can be extremely dull and boring..sunlight and exercise help but i still battle the dullness...
 
cryptix420 said:
^ Funny you also live in the pacific northwest. :-P
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After getting clean I found I am now an adrenaline junkie. Try gokarting. Flying lessons. Skydiving. But do everything in moderation and in a controlled environment where you won't get yourself hurt. :)
 
My root cause of using drugs is a combination of boredom and enhancing already positive things. It's not that uncommon, even though it does seem the usual reason for your average person is to escape.
 
Foreigner said:
I've taken up photography. I have a professional camera but I haven't broken it out in years. I'm trying my best to focus on beauty and inspiring imagery, and going for walks in nature. Anything to keep my mind off of using.

I've noticed big changes in my lungs, both good and bad. They are much more sensitive to pollutants and illness now, but on the other hand I can breathe more deeply and my sense of smell is amazingly strong now!

Thanks everyone for your kind advice. I'm trying my best to hang in there but it isn't easy. The other night I almost smoked up when a friend was smoking. I was standing with him talking, and even though he knew I had quit, he automatically passed the joint to me and I automatically took it. I had the joint in my hand, and had to stop and think about it... then I gave it back to him. I really wanted some though :(
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You are making positive changes.
Finding a passion in something like photography is a big thing. A career or hobby that is challenging can be a great cure for boredom. It takes a while for your brain to get back to baseline. Even then, life is not all highs, - there's a mix of highs and lows and anhedonia.
 
I'm actually torn about drug use. I definitely do not want to be addicted again but like what Foreigner stated, drugs will enhance the feelings of euphoria and will take you away from the routine and repetitive things. I am quite happy that I have gotten through it and have replaced it mostly with workouts etc but I can't lie that I do crave for it. If you have a strong will power and really stick to recreational use then kudos but it is still risky.
 
Being sober can be super boring. However, I work on the internet and there is something for me to do 24/7 if I want and that keeps me good. Also, I watch a lot of old TV seasons of stuff I missed when I was using/drinking like Deadwood, Rome, The Wire etc.
 
^I live in the South but since its rural and I only have a bicycle and public transit is VERY limited its much the same effect. Either its cold or its too fucking hot or its raining.

I got indoor hobbies like playing my Fender acoustic and others but EVERY hobby I have I associate with drugs. Fuck I associate life with drugs.
 
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