Mellabopper
Bluelighter
so that's what you're trying to do?
"save me" ?
because you think i'm just a fuck up, eh?
and you think you're so
damn
well
perfect
damn hypocrites
cant get their stories straight
just because my substance
of choice
is different from yours
doesnt mean its any worse
but i guess because you dont use it
means that its automatically bad
as if you even knew
close minded judmental fucks
dont try to save me
i dont need it
i'm doing just fine,
thank you
and you think by giving some distance between
will make me change my whole life around
just for you
you are important to me
but sometimes i have to put myself first
this being one of those times
if you even knew
the extent
which is not as great as you think
you'd be surprised
yeah, you'd be surprised
how much you dont really know me anymore
but i guess i just evolved
and the things we used to do
i cant seem to find why we thought they were fun
because its all different now
my mind is open
yours is closed
and if it remains that way
then i'm sorry
dont blame me
i'll just get up and leave
because you cant change me
and if you cant accept me
for who i am
and who i've become
then thats your loss,
not mine.
and in five years if i return
only to find you the same as before
i'll shake my head and walk away
you have to grow up sometime
maybe one day you'll understand
but until then
goodbye.
6-14-01 (2:12am)
Mellabopper
"save me" ?
because you think i'm just a fuck up, eh?
and you think you're so
damn
well
perfect
damn hypocrites
cant get their stories straight
just because my substance
of choice
is different from yours
doesnt mean its any worse
but i guess because you dont use it
means that its automatically bad
as if you even knew
close minded judmental fucks
dont try to save me
i dont need it
i'm doing just fine,
thank you
and you think by giving some distance between
will make me change my whole life around
just for you
you are important to me
but sometimes i have to put myself first
this being one of those times
if you even knew
the extent
which is not as great as you think
you'd be surprised
yeah, you'd be surprised
how much you dont really know me anymore
but i guess i just evolved
and the things we used to do
i cant seem to find why we thought they were fun
because its all different now
my mind is open
yours is closed
and if it remains that way
then i'm sorry
dont blame me
i'll just get up and leave
because you cant change me
and if you cant accept me
for who i am
and who i've become
then thats your loss,
not mine.
and in five years if i return
only to find you the same as before
i'll shake my head and walk away
you have to grow up sometime
maybe one day you'll understand
but until then
goodbye.
6-14-01 (2:12am)
Mellabopper
