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So who likes benzos? El Benzo Threado Spectacularrrr 2nd Edition

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Mr Blonde said:
^ I hate pot as well, used to do something for me when I was 14 but not anymore.

How long has it been since you quit meth? You might be suffering from anhedonia (inability to feel pleasure) as a result of your brain, specifically your dopamine pathways, trying to recover.
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It's been 6 odd years mate, I've never heard of anhedonia (inability to feel pleasure). Maybe your onto something there, I suppose there is no treatment for it of course ? Hey thanks again for your help and being caring enough to post, you tell most people what i have posted here and they just don't seem to give a shit.
 
^ No problems brother, I like to help people as much as I can and pass on the modest knowledge I have. :)

It's been a while since you've quit meth, unfortunately what you are experiencing may be caused by permanent changes to your dopamine pathways.

Using google, it seems as though not much is solidly known about treating anhedonia. Suggestions include lots of physical exercise to boost your endorphin levels, spending time bonding with a loved one and making sure you are rested and eating well. In terms of drug based treatment, the only suggestion I found was testosterone, apart from making sure that the anhedonia isn't related to an underlying depression that could possibly be treated through several methods.

Of course, anything that boosts your dopamine levels directly or indirectly will alleviate this condition. Benzodiazepines are doing that for you right now, but you run the risk of an addiction that will be dangerous to quit. Are you rx'd the diazepam? It would be nasty if you were obtaining them illegally and suddenly could not acquire them anymore.
 
Not sure what rx"d means but I assume prescribed ? I get them through other channels, but so far havn't had a problem, I have about 100 x 10mg diaz left. I told the Dr I was having trouble sleeping and he told me to have a glass of warm milk !! What a fucken joke, I went for 2 weeks of no more than 12hrs sleep total. After telling him I got some Stilnox and are taking them to help me sleep he went off at me as to how dangerous they are, but after I went off at him for offering no more help than warm fucken milk I said if he didn't give me something safer I told him I didn't care and would continue taking them. So he gave me a prescription for 10mg Temaz, hope it works because Diaz has too long a half life.

EDIT: Testosterone hey, I think I'm angry enough without that ? I think that makes you angry from memory.
 
^ Sorry, yes Rx'd means prescribed.

That is ridiculous, warm milk? Did he mistake you for an infant or something?

Doctors are wary about prescribing anything with an addiction possibility, some more so then others. And they tend not to prescribe benzodiazepines long term for sleep.

Temazepam should help, it has a much shorter half-life so will reduce grogginess when you wake up. How much diazepam are you taking at once to sleep? If you have a tolerance the temazepam might not work as well as it should, but you don't want to be constantly increasing your doses either.

ETA: I was talking to a psych doc and mentioned sleeping issues. He must have thought right away I was trying to score a benzodiazepine script because as soon as I finished saying I was having trouble sleeping he quickly said that benzodiazepines are not a long-term sleeping aid (which I already knew). So I said, 'Well what is a long-term sleeping aid? What can I do to help?' And that was a genuine question on my part. He pretty much had no idea, said something about exercise and waiting to see how I went went with my new meds before trying to fix that issue. As if I was going to get by on no sleep for the next few weeks. :\

I did try exercise, but the problem is that I become completely awake and alert at night, as if my body clock is reversed. So the exercise does tire me, but only to a certain extent. I still recover and then feel as if I should be doing something all night and sleeping during the day.
 
I take 40-60mg diaz nearly every afternoon(though not so frequently now) with about 6-8 beers, usually I end up passing out around 11-12pm. If not and I can't get to sleep I take a Stilnox. Yeah it's hard when you just want help to sleep but they think you are trying to get Benzo's to abuse.
 
Lets say you had a permanent need for a sleep aid; the best thing to do would be to cycle different substances so as to reduce the tolerance you are developing, and to minimize dependence on any one substance.

Have you tried any other sleep aids? Seroquel, the doctor should prescribe that as it's not abusable, risperidone, some of the old school antidepressants such as trazodone, diphenhydramine, doxylamine succinate, melatonin, even some herbal options such as kava (can only get in tablets legally) or valerian.

You also want to minimize the risk of alcohol dependency too, a concurrent alcohol and benzodiazepine physical addiction would have a high risk of seizures during WD. :\
 
You know what I feel I need ? The most awesome trip, tripping so hard I wouldn't even know my own name, be in another universe where I can look at things differently. But it seems they don't seem to work for me, unless I have been getting shit one's. The last ones I tried was about 3yrs ago and I took 3 or 4 straight up. The best seem to be molecules or panthers according to a thread on this site but unfortunately I have lost my sources, a certain MC club whos chapter broke up. I'm so pissed off about that, I could go to their other club house but I wouldn't know anyone there and could be a little awekward trying to make conversation with a heap of huge bikers I don't know. Oh well.
 
Wdíng from CLonaz last 2days hard yoyo. My last clonaz was satday arvoish. and on wed i started getting anxious/sketchy hot flushes all day and muscle tension. Took me a whole day of sketchyness to realise i am going thru a benzo wdíng period. man its been a cunt of last 2days but i will beat this! :)

currently just have a migrane the size of a baseball and slightly feeling anxious.
hopefully tomorrow i'll wake up and i'll be fine :)
 
Mr Blonde and everyone else, I've slept on your advice and have decided to take most of it on board. I will cut back on the benzo's and see what the doc can do for my lack of interest in everythig. Thanks again.
 
I hope my surgeon gives me a script for some of these bad boys on Tuesday. I like Diazepam. I only do it occasionally though due to the rapid tolerance.
 
So I'm not asking for any sources...

Has anyone successfully purchased Xanax online and they have received it?

Sorry if I broke any rules, just curious.

Thanks! :-)
 
LOL

well I'm about to order some and suppose i'll take the risk and hope customs don't seize them.

let me know how you go! good luck
 
muntedmunter said:
So I'm not asking for any sources...

Has anyone successfully purchased Xanax online and they have received it?

Sorry if I broke any rules, just curious.

Thanks! :-)
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Still against the guidelines sorry muntedmunter. Yes you can order it online and it might get through customs however you're taking a risk as it's a) not legal to do so without a prescription, and b) online pharm vendors are not always trustworthy.... to put it lightly.

If you're intent on doing so then do a little research beforehand to check what penalties/fines might be applicable if you're caught, and check to see whether the supplier is actually legitimate and you're not just throwing money away.

No more discussion of sourcing please. :)
 
muntedmunter said:
LOL

well I'm about to order some and suppose i'll take the risk and hope customs don't seize them.

let me know how you go! good luck
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Why on earth would someone buy it online is beyond me. Just use ur brain a little bit man, no pun intended but there are other safer options too that u can consider.
 
Thanks for the helpful replies belarki and sustanon! :-)

I have done some research and have realised what I could be facing if caught, how a lot of online vendors are fake, customs etc etc and it probably isn't work the minimum $150.00 you have to spend.

However, I unfortunately have no way of getting these since I don't actually suffer from anxiety or panic attacks, TBH I just like to occasionally chill at home and well yeah abuse them over a few joints.

I could go to a doctor and put on some show, but I think they're pretty strikt with benzos and my chances are close to 0 which only leaves me with this option or to not get any lol.

It's a tough situation because I love them so much yet it's nearly impossible to get my hands on any. :(

Hope you understand where I'm coming from! :-)
 
As with any substance it comes down to who you know. Actually, this can be generalised to anything - jobs, shop discounts/bargains, etc.

muntedmunter said:
I could go to a doctor and put on some show, but I think they're pretty strikt with benzos and my chances are close to 0 which only leaves me with this option or to not get any lol.
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(maybe just personally but) extremely not advisable! I know enough people in the medical profession that doctor shopping (not that I'm assuming you would :) ) is so destructive in more ways (read: affects more then just the shopper and doctor) then one may think.

muntedmunter said:
It's a tough situation because I love them so much yet it's nearly impossible to get my hands on any. :(
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Don't we all! (or a lot) =D %)
 
It's a tough situation because I love them so much yet it's nearly impossible to get my hands on any.
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that sounds like a good thing.

i love them and have no trouble getting my hands on them when i need them - it's caused a lot of up and down periods, mostly for the worst.

benzo addiction is no walk in the park. i am glad i'm not physically addicted to them once again.
 
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