So my life as I know it almost ended yesterday

I helped my friend who's a drug dealer move. We getveverything packed in the car fine but we are exhausted. He had done coke so we go to this supposedly secluded spit to shot some coke. I do my shot it's a big one bells ringing. I didnt see the cop till he c was screamin with a gun to my head. Great needles everywhere we are fucked.

My buddy had a quarter of u 4770 on him, coke, and a little fentanyl. Too his credit and my everlasting debt he said all the drugs where his. I claimed I was sober and in NA. Trying to be of service to my fellow addict blah blah. They bought it and I drove away. Unfortunately my best friend didnt. I'm doing everything I can to get him out. But his bail hasn't even been set yet.

But man I saw my life ft lash before my eyes. This one black cop was cool and gave me 3 MG of kpin out of my script while I was handcuffed. But I almost lost it all and became a felon.

 

cj, I came to blogs this morning to write down a very disturbing nightmare I had last night but then I read this--a living nightmare. Son, you must be way more careful. You cannot go to prison. Please, please, please--there is no high worth your life.

 

Fentanyl is terrifying and now there is carfentanyl which will basically kill you if you even look at it. PLEASE be careful. I am too much of a poof to log in here and find out .....bad things.

 

I eventually got him bailed out thankfully. I ended getting arrested a few days later with someone else living wrecklessly but damn it could be so much worse. In retrospect I was doing too many benzos during the last month. I feel really fortunate. He really showed a lot of courage that I'm not sure I could of displayed.