So much yes it's not even funny.

Not only now, but throughout my lifetime, my DOC has made me a better person.

By better, I mean the following:

I am a more useful human because I experienced selfless, whole love through a change in my consciousness brought about by psychotropic chemicals. I feel that more love is better and therefore I am a better person because I feel loved and I have more compassion than I did before. The substances filtered through my body and were long gone but my understanding was changed forever.

I am a more highly skilled person because my DOCs have led me to learn new skills. Chemicals have to be accessed and handled in different ways and I developed new skills with each new admixture I became familiar with. I also developed a keener sense of my abilities and I have done more to increase my life skills because I saw that it was a possibility after my perception was altered. Chemicals are restricted under the laws of time and eventually I became free of the chemical, but I retained the skills I had mastered and continued to seek out and employ new skills.

I see no reason to extrapolate any further. I believe I've explained myself enough to get my point across, which is, Yes my DOC has made me a better person.
 
I do not know what you mean by "extrapolate", but I do have this to say..

The real test is to take the things you learn from your various experiences with the chemicals, and take them into action, making habits of them in your day to day life.. And then coming to the big moment in life where you stop using these chemicals to gain personal improvements.

Yes, they may provide the greatest insight that one could ever find, but you must realize that these are short cuts to things that you would have realized over a vast period of time that is called life.

And there are no such things as shortcuts in life. ;)
 
jones-in_J;bt17262 said:
What is your doc though?

I didn't even know there were comments on my blogs. I must have it set wrong because I thought I would get an email if there was ever a comment to a blog.
Anyway I feel that telling people about my DOCs is unwise. I don't know who knows who on Bluelight or where that information might end up.
I hope you understand.
 
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