So much for busting my ass

I think I had "manic" day.
I spend all day cleaning the house. I cleaned every room in the house
Did ALL the laundry, and making dinner.
Partly so my mom would have no stress because we have all been struggling.
Then my brother comes home, is an asshole as usual.
Now shes in the other room crying. So much for busting my ass...

I'd I guess I crave such praise and affection, that even if she did give me some it might not even been enough anyway. Pathetic huh?

I'm so tired, but still wired. Its strange. My mood just swings so much...

 

Wow.
Very extensive acts of unselfish kindness.....

I'm sure your mother DOES appreciate the work you did, maybe she has a hard time expressing it...(just a guess).....but more importantly, YOU should feel great knowing that you made a difference around the house, without even being asked to do so.