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So. Is the ride over?

bunny

bunny

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Fellow BLr's.

I signed up for Blue light many years ago and found many wonderful friends and relationships, and had a very.... VERY... good time.

I even married a Bluelighter! (and divorced her too) But as the years went on, and as I grew older (Not growing up mind you... simply older) with some friends, the drugs took priority with some, people changed because of it, and now it seems the 'wonder years' have passed by. I look back with a smile, the people, the music, the heartache and joy, the times I've had and regardless of good or bad, it was an interesting journey.

This forum has allowed me to meet and experience times with great people (and some not so great people,) to which I am always grateful.

I started partying at 17, Blue light came around when I was 22/ 23... and now 10 years later I ask myself... was it worth it? The ups and downs?

Yes. But then I also ask myself, as much as I close my eyes when I hear a song that I danced all night to with my friends, and remember the feeling I had when the music made you throw your hands up and scream!!!!!?.........

Is it over?

Perhaps It's never over. It simply changes. Moves on or grows with you. Or the next generation of party / music lovers moves in while you move out......

Which ever it is, Ive had a ball. I'll always look back and smile. Remember the times where nothing else mattered except the music, the dancing, and the people I loved.

But yes... the ride itself is over.

Time for a new exciting turn on the short ride called life.

To those who are still in it, or just coming into it. Enjoy it, embrace it... it may be the best time on your life so far!!!! But don't be afraid to put it to rest when you think the time is right. The next part of life is just as exciting.

Peace
BFB
 
I'm enjoying the best drug / ride ever these days, parenthood :D

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These 2 after 25 years since the year I first had cocaine, lsd, weed amphetamines, can't complain about the product, damn awesome high! Something I feel I will never lose the magic of <3<3

Bounce bounce!!

Long time btw :p
 
The ride is only ever over when you get off but it continues to run with or without you. If you become bored with one ride, then move on to the next, which can provide you with those new, fresh and exciting feelings..... Just like Waz has!! :)
 
I think it is absolutely fantastic to hear every one seems to be 'looking back' at their lives. It is something I have been doing a lot lately, thinking what 'could have been, should have been.'

My party days are well and truly over. I got off 'the ride' years ago. I'm in the same boat as Wazza. Maybe my posts may get to over 100 one day.

Look after yourself people.
 
sir pacman said:
I look back and wish i had started my ride a lot earlier than i did. Had a few test runs in my early twenties but didnt really get on board till my late twenties.
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agreed..

I was on the ride.. then I stepped off due to some sillyness... lost my way

Now I'm desperately trying to jump back on but its hard to get back.. I'm 25
 
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This is my ride. I have had it over 20yrs and it is in near mint condition with low mileage. I keep mine hidden in the garage and only take it for a spin 2 or 3 times a year. I keep my kids away from it because they will only get chocolate sauce on the upholstery but when they are old enough we might be able to take it for a spin together. Until then the insurance is way to high.

I have a lot of mates who have own similar cars, the problem is they have thrashed theirs and worn all the tread off their tyres and now they have kids they have traded it in for a camry.


Suckers.
 
^^^ unlikely dude. the Effjay is a once off Holden concept car.

i didn't get off the ride, I just swapped it for another. This one's powered by alkimahol!
 
life goes on, wether you wish to participate or not :D

heya bunny and nez and waz.

the old days were certainly better.

or maybe we weren't so jaded back then.



ps. and yes waz, fatherhood is teh awesome. :D
 
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the famous bunny!
must say when i first started checking bluelight (08) those comics of yours would pop up here n there, i probably still have them saved on my old computer. Enjoy your next chapter, mine will begin soon, but my partying chapter seems to be over alot quicker than yours sadly
 
I could've written the same thing word for word!! Yeah i partied hard from 97 to 2001 or thereabouts. After 2001 i cut back, and have had periods of up to 6 months where i've taken nothing illegal and not gone out. Right now i'm back using stimulants a fair bit, and no doubt my use and partying will continue to come and go.

What I do want to say though is that i miss the old days so damn much. I would do ANYTHING to go back to 97 and do it all again. I think about it every single day. I was immersed in the Melbourne rave scene in the late nineties and it was a magic time. The people, the music, the locations, and yeah the drugs. I cannot let go of it. Even when i'm sober for long periods and doing other things, it creeps into my consciousness and i suddenly feel very empty and sad.

I should rejoice that i was part of such a special scene at a special time, but instead i mourn the fact that its over. I'm a big Bill Hicks fan and firmly believe that life 'is just a ride' but i just wish the rave/drug ride was still going.

I've been posting on Bluelight for a long time and have posted a few messages on a similar theme... i'm sort of glad there are others that look back as fondly as i do.

Was it worth it? Not sure. I'm on psych meds due to drug use.... my short term memory is pretty much non existant. I've got no savings or property cause all my money got spent on partying. And i'm haunted daily by how good it was. Sounds like it wasn't worth it, but i wouldn't change a thing.

Is the ride over? No - it has just changed. It changes constantly and my experiences off drugs and away from parties have been just as profound and meaningfull in different ways. Other hobbies, relationships, jobs, etc.

I know all this stuff......

But in the end, no matter how good my life seems to be, every day i am left missing the late nineties and feeling like a loved one has died.


Cheers - keen to hear other people's view, especially anyone who raved in the late nineties in Melbourne.


WC
 
Cartesia said:
agreed..



Now I'm desperately trying to jump back on but its hard to get back.. I'm 25
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Your 25! your a small infant baby child .... want some milk from your Mamas supple, plump titty ... need a nappy change?

Seriously ... i'm 25 and have only just started too REALLY cain it thanks to a plentiful acid hookup and i'm having a fucking ball!

My friends even gave me an intervention I was going so ballistic :D

You know when you go too a club and you see that old guy ... ya know that 40 year old guy .... well I take my hat off too him cose in my head he's still going hard and he's well into his life.

..... This weekend I want you to neck 2 hits off blotter down a bottle of French Red and go to a bangin club ... and post back.
 
i partied pretty hard from about 20-24. a few years on from that period now -still do party but not like I used to. Plus living therefore financial situation changed and not as much money to burn. When you don't spend as much on all the party treats you realize how much money it is! I look back and think man! all that money I wasted...wait a tic I didn't waste it I had some fucking fantastic fun times I will always treasure . I'm glad I had that crazy period and I'm although my late start means I missed the scene/music/drugs being even better I'm glad it began when it did because before that I was busy with school/uni/competing in sport at an elite level.
These days the desire to go that hard isn't there really- even last New Years I went tamer that I thought I would/than I had in the past. Feels a bit 'been there done that' now, especially with clubbing, though not to say I still enjoy kicking up my heels on occasion ;)
 
Without even reading this whole thread I have to say that I was just about to create a new thread along the same lines.


The aus section is dead/dying and it's a big shame.


I'm gonna keep on checking and posting more regularly now because I have been using this site for over a decade now!
 
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