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So. Is the ride over?

This sums up my ride, right about now.

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^^ Ha ha. It does change, Samadhi. Not that it necessarily gets better, but it does change.

I keep saying it's time to slow down but there are just too many bad influences in my life. Need to find new friends before it kills me.
 
quiet roar said:
^^ Ha ha. It does change, Samadhi. Not that it necessarily gets better, but it does change.

I keep saying it's time to slow down but there are just too many bad influences in my life. Need to find new friends before it kills me.
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Hehe i hope so ;)

Pop and I have both said that the unique kind of sleep deprivation newborns/small children cause induces way more sidewaysness than any drug i've taken =D Have 2 very very very busy boys under 3, one of whom has ASD definitely keeps us on our toes. I seem to have gotten off one ride, and on to another ride. We're back up north now, or else i'd say come and hang out with us - we never did catch up down south :(
 
it is amazing how a mis-spent youth trains you to be a parent...

i stopped the other day mid-play with my young kids..

and realised..

there i was, sleep deprived, holding some bright coloured toys, listening to repetitive music* whilst a couple of naked humans were jumping nearby on a trampoline..

and i thought - this is kinda like the old days..


*fuck you, wiggles. fuck you.
 
I'm sure the ride is over for a lot of us bluelighters in our mid 30's as far as going out on weekends to clubs and having way to much stims but for us who don't have family commitments and are single we are slowly moving on to "home use" for stim's. While home use is not as exciting as going out to nightclubs it's still fun in a different way. It might be because i had a 5 year break from speed and pills but a night at home with just a few points of ice totally does it for me. I tend to smoke meth once every two weeks and i find that is the perfect amount of drug use as long as you don't go on a multi day bender and just smoke enough to keep you awake for one night only. I know many users have progressed further into drug addiction once they started home stim use but for me so far no problems restricted use to once every 14 days,
 
muzby said:
it is amazing how a mis-spent youth trains you to be a parent...

i stopped the other day mid-play with my young kids..

and realised..

there i was, sleep deprived, holding some bright coloured toys, listening to repetitive music* whilst a couple of naked humans were jumping nearby on a trampoline..

and i thought - this is kinda like the old days..


*fuck you, wiggles. fuck you.
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This. Except it is Bob the builder.
 
At least my kids are now going through their martial arts and Flight of the Conchords phase.

We watched Pumping Iron followed by the original Total Recall the other day and now they are Arnie obsessed.
 
is it wrong that my five year old knows all the words to some system of a down songs, and the other day in the car we were both rocking out to disturbed, played at full volume?
 
muzby said:
is it wrong that my five year old knows all the words to some system of a down songs, and the other day in the car we were both rocking out to disturbed, played at full volume?
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as long as your molding them to go for the dragons so they can understand what suffering feels like... then you are being an awesome dad

i have 3 months to go before mini-ch0psy/chopsette arrives...

maybe one more ride?
 
It's a question I've been asking myself a lot lately. I'll be 35 next birthday and even though I look a lot younger, I don't feel it anymore! It was a good 10 years and maybe the ride isn't so much over as just slowing down to a more manageable pace. For someone that's had MS since they were 22 I'm proud of being able to give it such a good crack.


On typing that last sentence out I wonder if I need(ed) some healthier hobbies...
 
I saw your username in the forum list page and straight away thought you were posting spam. Welcome (back?) to bluelight

:)
 
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