@Cosmic Charlie thanks very much my good man for accurately interpreting my meaning above and clarifying for me, I really appreciate that as well as your general presence on the forum.
And I'm so glad you did as well, because I didn't "watch" this thread so I never saw this little misunderstanding. Hope you are having a nice weekend.
@Aeon Psyche so sorry bro for the misunderstanding. All clear now though thankfully, but real sorry none the less that it touched a nerve in the process.
I am as sensitive and as considerate as I can be usually, but I am also very forthright, outspoken, candid and 100% true to myself, and I do like to crack a joke which many times gets misinterpreted.
The poster I referred to, is just a troll I have to conclude, for the most part. We can't figure out what makes him tick, what his real, true motives are. I tried to give him every shot, show repsect, remain open to his inputs and look for genuinity so I could understand him better and where he is coming from.
But it is a mystery to me. Im sure he must have some personality disorder of sorts, or maybe just very highly delusional and possibly just can't see or help himself.
Regardless, he has been more of a nuisance, disruption and needless distraction than anything else. Which none of us genuine members exaclty appreciate or need around this place.
So cryptic and utterly non-sensical. But also massivle incorrect on very key aspect, points and facts regarding drug use.
And seeing the "angry" reaction to your post. Well, it is just "unreal" as I say.
@Aeon Psyche really sorry your anxiety is so extreme. I can empathize, as I myself have been living with the most EXTREME anxiety disorder myself for a long while.
Like mega mega extreme. It kills me to bits. I have incredibly severe allergies to be constantly mindful of around the clock 24/7 365. It like tending to a sailing boat, manning the ropes and sails, anticipating every slight weather change and takong every step to stay on course, keep riding out the heavy daily storms and make necessary repairs and amendments at the same time.
Everything I ingest almost without exception except water and air causes adverse reactions affecting my respiratory system and many other areas of my body I mean all food with the majority of foods and supplements and remedies and herbs etc being completely off-limits like 99% of what there is in this world that could be taken swallowed or consumed I would have to avoid completely and that's really not an exaggeration.
That 1% leaves enough to keep me living, like rice, potatoes, fish, beans, nuts, olive/coconut oil, meat, etc, basic foods. But I can guarantee you that if we went round or supermarket together and looks at every single purchasable consumable item it really would be be more than 9 out of 10 which I could not even consider putting in my body without majorly adverse reactions.
So my own anxiety is directly related to this permanent situation of allergies and adverse reactions but I have so many other major serious issues as well not least of all permanent chronic multiple respiratory infections I've had a minimum of two infections in both of my lungs since 2005 and it's between 4 and 6 virtually all of the time with infections all over the rest of the body like intestines, bladder, sinuses and throat.
So all of this living situation obviously causes anxiety but there is more to it than this as well but I experienced it to incredibly extreme levels.
So I really can empathize with you and your own difficulties.
I think the microdosing is worth considering. Wishing you the best my friend, and sorry again for the confusion.
I should say MDMA, but I am strongly compelled to go for harmless per se drugs now as I like to put it.