lmao, well that spiralled out of control.
clearly you guys got the wrong message from what i wrote. Yes i was very confused, no i'm not in love with this girl - yes it was just lust. That said she's still all over me. and yes i have candidates to choose from - what the fuck is wrong with me having a potential list of girls who'd make a good partner for the future? it's just good preparation. I've narrowed it all down - and even come to terms with this lust.
Turns out she wasnt avoiding me at all, and she had the flu. She took everything i wrote to her seriously - and after more forethought on my part i decided that im best leaving this be. It had taken up so much of my attention i warped it into something else just to justify it to myself that I was doing the right thing.
fuck forgive me for needing to vent, you guys can all suck a fat dick. Not one bit of constructive advice at all.
Let me also note, for all you females out there who know anything about astrology, this girl in particular is a Scorpio, the mother of my child is also a scorpio and looking back - so are all of my ex's. I am totally incompatible with this type of girl. But they keep me on my toes and love to play games, they're also very sexual, traits i am attracted to - not to mention somewhat psychic.
anyway i hadnt checked this thread til now, im not sure why i did. you've only planted seeds of self doubt in my already made up mind - so thanks for that. Perhaps it hadn;t been obvious at first but when I wrote that to her, i clearly wasn't thinking straight - it did however (since she and i have a connection you guys clearly don't with me, and are good friends) accomplish just what I had intended - and for anyone close to me who read the letter and understands my sentiment - they thought it was brilliant.
I do hang with this girl like all the time - we are very close friends, and she brought the sex into my head, not me. She brought it up - what the fuck else was i supposed to do when I was toey and the only girl i've felt anything for in a long time actually reciprocated some feelings - sent me into a bit of a crazy lust filled few weeks. It's all chill now but i'd appreciate if you guys acted like adults when someone comes askign for advice with clearly confused emotions they dont understand. Instead of dissing them and making them feel like fucking idiots.
Shame on you lot who call yourself mods or advice givers, because again, now i just feel like a fucking moron for opening up to someone, and more so for opening up the story to you lot. Next time i'll bottle it up til it becomes a real problem...
COLLECTIVE CONCIOUSNESS 2012, perhaps you guys just don't get it.
lmao, well that spiralled out of control.
clearly you guys got the wrong message from what i wrote. Yes i was very confused, no i'm not in love with this girl - yes it was just lust. That said she's still all over me. and yes i have candidates to choose from - what the fuck is wrong with me having a potential list of girls who'd make a good partner for the future? it's just good preparation. I've narrowed it all down - and even come to terms with this lust.
Turns out she wasnt avoiding me at all, and she had the flu. She took everything i wrote to her seriously - and after more forethought on my part i decided that im best leaving this be. It had taken up so much of my attention i warped it into something else just to justify it to myself that I was doing the right thing.
fuck forgive me for needing to vent, you guys can all suck a fat dick. Not one bit of constructive advice at all.
Let me also note, for all you females out there who know anything about astrology, this girl in particular is a Scorpio, the mother of my child is also a scorpio and looking back - so are all of my ex's. I am totally incompatible with this type of girl. But they keep me on my toes and love to play games, they're also very sexual, traits i am attracted to - not to mention somewhat psychic.
anyway i hadnt checked this thread til now, im not sure why i did. you've only planted seeds of self doubt in my already made up mind - so thanks for that. Perhaps it hadn;t been obvious at first but when I wrote that to her, i clearly wasn't thinking straight - it did however (since she and i have a connection you guys clearly don't with me, and are good friends) accomplish just what I had intended - and for anyone close to me who read the letter and understands my sentiment - they thought it was brilliant.
I do hang with this girl like all the time - we are very close friends, and she brought the sex into my head, not me. She brought it up - what the fuck else was i supposed to do when I was toey and the only girl i've felt anything for in a long time actually reciprocated some feelings - sent me into a bit of a crazy lust filled few weeks. It's all chill now but i'd appreciate if you guys acted like adults when someone comes askign for advice with clearly confused emotions they dont understand. Instead of dissing them and making them feel like fucking idiots.
Shame on you lot who call yourself mods or advice givers, because again, now i just feel like a fucking moron for opening up to someone, and more so for opening up the story to you lot. Next time i'll bottle it up til it becomes a real problem...
COLLECTIVE CONCIOUSNESS 2012, perhaps you guys just don't get it.
clearly I get laid more than all of you.