RCs So I dabbled with some MDPV tonight... GOOD SHIT! but like whoa...

[acidizer]

So first of all, Im high and probably done far too many drugs lol, mainly lsd and mushrooms , which I dont regret at all!!!, but tonight I have been "ON ONE" for sure and since I have nobody to talk to, which I wanna do more than anything, I'm actually gonna make a post on bluelight haha.

So basically, took like 10mg of adderall xr around 6pm.

Started drinking around 7pm

Don't lecture me on mixing amphetamines and alcohol, obviously it's dangerous, but I've been prescribed long enough that I've learned my limits in every way far too well...
But anyways, was drinking with less than 10 good friends and got real drunk real fast. Take multiple hits of some really good hash oil I've been getting lately just because I got a new oil rig, and being high is a nice relaxing way to spend my spring break . At some point a good girlfriend came over, and although I'm really into her, the adderall just made me act what I feel to be a really nice cool version of myself to her which is definitely good for my public identity...or reputation or whatever it is mindless people have their hands up for lol... but I dont like how my adderall always destroys my sex drive and decides that my penis doesnt get any blood which just further enhances my mental perception of the whole situation lol... but enough of that... I really hope this post isn't a piece of shit for people that aren't high on some level!

Sorry for my retarded use of commas lol, really just wanna talk to someone at this point but I guess typing to this community with my insane drug induced ideas is my next best option........!

To get back to my night...after about 90 minutes I've taken like 8 shots of captain morgan which isn't any type of accomplishment, just kinda whats happens around here haha, but my friends and I leave to a party down the street, finally.

Get there and drink from the keg a bit then go downstairs to "try" some blow from some homies. Of course I tell both of the dudes who offered it to me it was great, probably because I was drunk but also probably partially because I was hammered lol (maybe I still am?)

probably like an hour and a half later, I can feel a mild cocaine comedown from what I did earlier but the adderall xr is still in full effect, as anyone who knows would know..

Finally this is about to get interesting if you haven't given a f*** so far lol. I went upstairs and met a guy with some MDPV. I was very interested as I've tried 2c-i, methylone, and a few other RCs. After a short convo we mutually decided I should try a little line...

I would describe it like ritalin mixed with adderall and mdma...if that combo would actually work as one would anticipate but trust me I've tried haha.

Anyways, I'm kinda getting over typing now because it's been a couple hours since I took my second line of the MDPV and I've taken a couple good sized dabs of some good quality hash oil %) 8(

was feeling a little paranoid from the comedown of the MDPV but that tends to happen to me when I come off adderall so it's hard to say what really caused that. I was feeling cracked out and read a good amount on MDPV's effects on dopamine and norepinephrine, and based on a little too much experience with drugs in my life, the science seems spot on with previous experience analyses in my life.

Overall, I wish I had got to spend more time around people while on this substance because I'm feeling so talkative I actually am contributing to bluelight! (which I really should do more often, I'm just never in such a passionate-expressive mood if that makes sense)

For the record I have been one in the past few years to take a lot of adderall and get drunk as hell and do cocaine when I go out a couple times a weekend... tis college... dont judge me... 3rd year and still getting good grades.. whats the point of life anyways but if I have money from graduating with my comp sci major at least I'll have the money to do the things I love without having to beg my parents haha. They've given me so much it's unreal. I can never show them how grateful I am for what they've given me in person, guess I just need to work on that, but literally every time I'm high on anything, including just life in general being in an amazing college town with awesome people, I can't help but think how much I love my parents!

(Maybe obviously?) I seem to be getting another jaw clenching spit swallowing rush from this MDVP! Earlier I felt like I was rolling almost but from what I've read in the midst of some quick research it's main a norepinaphrine/dopamine reuptake inhibitor...makes sense why I'm all energetic and antsy lol... ritalin always helped me focus by wiggling all the fuck over the place where ever I was sitting to stimulate my mind, probably looks funny from an outside perspective haha. And for the adderall xr, if that's releasing dopamine and the MDPV is a reuptake agent...correct me if I'm wrong but that combo is probably responsible for the pretty intense pleasure I've been feeling from what were 2 small lines compared to what we would normally do of cocaine.. and it makes sense that the excess amount of dopamine being held in my synapses would be making me feel super good and talkative but also anxious for no reason other than that I really want someone to talk to in person because of what I've read and learned to understand through experience is a side effect of excess amounts of dopamine.

Ok I'm gonna wrap this up because the more I splurge my thoughts, the more I feel like some high muthaf**ka
Overall, MDPV is pretty fun, would definitely recommend it!
But, don't expect it to be like MDMA...or you might be disappointed if you really care..
Seemed to maybe release some serotonin at first.. but overall definitelty more of a dopamine high and definitely comes with the desire to do more..! but with a little self control you can just call it a night...then realize you're gonna need to smoke a hell of a lot of weed to chill out enough to sleep! which im still workin on lol

alright I just wanted to throw all this out there...sorry if my use of commas and 3 dots bothers you or anything...I mean it's really just the message that counts right? And plus being angry, especially at some stupid shit like this post of mine online, is a waste of your time and emotions haha

ok im just typing now cause this stuff has me wired and still pretty stoked even thought I've smoked a bunch of hash to try to sleep haha

Goodnight everyone! hope you had a great night as well, or at least got some good rest - which is always amazing

#hashtagpPS: mods can delete this if you think I suck for whatever reason lol, just trying to spread my thoughts and information while I feel the desire...

 

[opiatekrzy]

Sorry for jumping around , I been up all night on adderall and pissed.; anyways so many people claim they can't fuck on speed, yes your balls tighten up and your penis sucks in, but believe me you will be hyper sensitive to sex , the fact your girlfriend isn't high like you may. Distract and kill the moment . I promise , relax and watch your fetjsh porn online where your confortavle , and watch. How horny and fast your dick grows, don't be afraid to twist. Your nipples. Sorry if I sound like a pervert, but speed has totally helped my sex life and saved it with my fiancé as we both do it together , she Knows the speed is making my package small , but she will be just as horny making you feel more secure. I guess I'm saying this is cause I hate when people just brush off that stimulants and sex don't mix. When in reality it's the best feeling known to man. Ok fellow tweaker.speeder- I need to sleep before my fiancé clmes home so I can act myself and not be a bug eyed computer dork..

 

[adder]

I am much more love-seeking after MDMA or some other empathogen than after amphetamine, that's for sure. There's a good reason why a lot of people can't get up their penises after taking amphetamine and that is the constriction of blood vessels. Amphetamine and methamphetamine don't really add anything mentally to sex for me unless I smoke some weed a few hours later. Honestly speaking, I'd rather have sex after an opioid than just amphetamine only. It's completely different with MDMA though, there's so much intimacy, feeling of closeness, and love. On the other hand, sex after drugs like mephedrone sometimes feels dirty to me as if I was a lustful android that can go for hours and then even after orgasm I may still be angry, which is weird. And that's what I did for a couple recent nights, so right now I don't feel like having sex at all...

 

[opiatekrzy]

That's what's beautiful . Having extremely long sex sessions with your partner. And I so agree I get upset when 8hrs later I have to bust, the foreplay, rubbing eachothers body , eye contact , breathing sounds .. All that is orgasmic and you're not afraid to reveal a fetish to your partner making you feel so much more ecstatic.

I guess I would feel dirty if I was dojng this and the girl wasn't even on the same page as me, i would probably embaress myself to a regular hook up and feel like a weirdo. That's why me and my Fiancée use amphetamines to help our relationship . We can talk about boundaries , stuff bothering one another we don't usually talk about , and even after 5yrs and 2 kids with her we still are exploring eachothers body and what gets her wild abd what gets me wild. Rather Stims block blood flow or not ,' I can get an erection much harder and bigger than sober, yes my balls are still tight , but my aex drive between me and Fiancé. Mis I credibly. Oops did I go off topic, sorry if I did . Remember crystal meth is widely known to make sex incredible

 

[opiatekrzy]

Everyone I talk to claims they get dope dick and last for hours . Me personally my little mushroom head is asleep on opiates, can't get hard at all . Think about it . If opiates make people numb and chill; how is sex even enjoyable enough to get an errection? You need feeljngs , empathy , to even get the desire to get hard...maybe I'm just weird

 

[opiatekrzy]

If I could for the life of me find an honest connect, or dealer that knows "Molly" is just a slang for MDMA in it's powdered/crystal form : AND e pills contain MDMA, atleast they should. Not a MOron who thinks ecstasy pills is heroin. Coke, meth and MDMA as a convo for the great effect ---LMAO---sorry people had to get it off my Chest

 

[adder]

Everyone I talk to claims they get dope dick and last for hours . Me personally my little mushroom head is asleep on opiates, can't get hard at all . Think about it . If opiates make people numb and chill; how is sex even enjoyable enough to get an errection? You need feeljngs , empathy , to even get the desire to get hard...maybe I'm just weird

Actually, I've always considered myself weird, because I enjoyed sex after opioids. It's just like a piece of poetry, these slow movements, when you feel you don't need anything else.

 

[RTrain]

I am not a big fan of uppers, that is for sure. But I would think even most people who like them would consider that night a good way to make your heart explode.

Everyone I talk to claims they get dope dick and last for hours . Me personally my little mushroom head is asleep on opiates, can't get hard at all . Think about it . If opiates make people numb and chill; how is sex even enjoyable enough to get an errection? You need feeljngs , empathy , to even get the desire to get hard...maybe I'm just weird

I think once you get addicted you gotta find the right balance between being dope sick and not lasting a minute and being high so you can't maintain it. Like 2-3 hours after I get high I'd be in the ideal time frame to keep it up and last a long time. I think people not addicted get the better benefits from it, they don't need so much to get a nice feeling and they still create natural endorphins. For addicts when you are adequately high, you are getting no natural endorphins, its all from the chemicals.

I mostly stopped smoking weed when I started using opiates regularly, some weed could help get you in the mood, too.

 

[opiatekrzy]

Perhaps sex with the same partner for 5yrs doesn't help. I talked to many people who agree there sex drive is destroyed on opiates, while others claim they can last very long but maybe a. Not whiskey dick. Maby people I know say speed kills there sex drive while others praise speed and sex. How is speed and sex a set up for a heart attack??

 

[DKKON1]

3 years of my life could be summarized in 4 letters: MDPV

Tread carefully it can hook you so easily. Vaporizing this is probably one of the most compulsive activities known to man. I'd never been addicted to anything until this. Other routes of administration are not nearly as prone to cause addiction.

 

[pharma-sutra]

Dear god, OP. You sound like a dumber version of me when I was still in college. I would've done all that, but with just settling on one type of stimulants. Everyone on here would tell you to steer away from making a stimulant-heavy cocktail.

Let me guess, you probably dosed the adderall xr early in the day as a picker-upper. then got a little bit too inebriated throughout the first half of the evening and decided to blow some lines. which is understandable. but that's where you should've stopped. amphetamine-cocaine-mdpv combo seems like a deadly mixture. and using hash oil to cushion the cardiovascular side effects would've been nerve-stressing. talk about paranoia. You should update us on your comedown