Spencer
Bluelight Crew
Sometimes I think about things
about things that most people are gracious for
things that most people recognize
things that make most people smile
and i realize that often times these things don't affect me
things like friends
and going out on a friday night
and talking to someone on the phone
or telling someone you love them
little, mundane, every day type things
that make most people happy
that make most people smile
things that I over look
and blow off
sometimes I sit and wonder why I am so hard to please
why it takes so much to make me happy
why I seem to revel in my own discontent
and then someone will send me a message just to tell me hello
or call me while they are having a good time
and wish that I was there
or bring me brownies at work
or send me cookies in the mail
and sometimes it floors me
and i can't move
or think
or speak
and i am over come with emotion
because even though sometimes I don't take the time to appriciate what I do have
sometimes little things like this make me want to cry
because it makes me so happy
so happy it hurts
*dedicated to Fizzy, aly, pixiegirl, mr. sticky, aby, e-girl, cloud, and aj*
[ 21 December 2001: Message edited by: Spencer ]
about things that most people are gracious for
things that most people recognize
things that make most people smile
and i realize that often times these things don't affect me
things like friends
and going out on a friday night
and talking to someone on the phone
or telling someone you love them
little, mundane, every day type things
that make most people happy
that make most people smile
things that I over look
and blow off
sometimes I sit and wonder why I am so hard to please
why it takes so much to make me happy
why I seem to revel in my own discontent
and then someone will send me a message just to tell me hello
or call me while they are having a good time
and wish that I was there
or bring me brownies at work
or send me cookies in the mail
and sometimes it floors me
and i can't move
or think
or speak
and i am over come with emotion
because even though sometimes I don't take the time to appriciate what I do have
sometimes little things like this make me want to cry
because it makes me so happy
so happy it hurts
*dedicated to Fizzy, aly, pixiegirl, mr. sticky, aby, e-girl, cloud, and aj*
[ 21 December 2001: Message edited by: Spencer ]
