MDMA.. I tried it when younger, but it made me sick the first time and full of wind the second without doing much, so I'd go clubbing sober. Now in later years I thought I'd try again.
I still struggle to swallow it. It doesn't make me sick, but it makes me too uncomfortable to enjoy it. Having tried many times, it's not an option. My stomach fills with wind and I just spend two hours trying to burp.
Leaving aside the discomfort, I seem to get most of what other people experience - tingling, electric sensations, sweating temples and armpits, sensitivity to music as if it's coming from inside my head, occasionally some mild visuals.
At come-up (40 mins) I also get the "feel the love" rush through my head and everything in the world becomes a little more beautiful for about 10 seconds. The impression I get is that this bit lasts longer in other people. Surely it must do, it would hardly be worth it otherwise. It's probably significant that there is no comedown. No sadness or loneliness. I suspect I have plenty of seratonin left.
The drug gives a nice energy boost but I'd love to experience what others do. I'd like to give it one more shot and see if it can be made to work. Overall I'd say it's the mildest recreational drug, I'm really surprised at how little it does.
I've tried grinding down around 80mg of crystals with the base of a mokka pot so they were completely pulverised, and snorted that. This has done almost nothing. This is the same stuff that worked when I swallowed it.
I can't bring myself to put it into my backside (!), so it's this or nothing.. do I need to mix it with water to make a spray? What sort of dose is normal? (around 150mg when swallowed seems to be right for me, more doesn't do anything else - I tried upping the dose)
Thanks.
I still struggle to swallow it. It doesn't make me sick, but it makes me too uncomfortable to enjoy it. Having tried many times, it's not an option. My stomach fills with wind and I just spend two hours trying to burp.
Leaving aside the discomfort, I seem to get most of what other people experience - tingling, electric sensations, sweating temples and armpits, sensitivity to music as if it's coming from inside my head, occasionally some mild visuals.
At come-up (40 mins) I also get the "feel the love" rush through my head and everything in the world becomes a little more beautiful for about 10 seconds. The impression I get is that this bit lasts longer in other people. Surely it must do, it would hardly be worth it otherwise. It's probably significant that there is no comedown. No sadness or loneliness. I suspect I have plenty of seratonin left.
The drug gives a nice energy boost but I'd love to experience what others do. I'd like to give it one more shot and see if it can be made to work. Overall I'd say it's the mildest recreational drug, I'm really surprised at how little it does.
I've tried grinding down around 80mg of crystals with the base of a mokka pot so they were completely pulverised, and snorted that. This has done almost nothing. This is the same stuff that worked when I swallowed it.
I can't bring myself to put it into my backside (!), so it's this or nothing.. do I need to mix it with water to make a spray? What sort of dose is normal? (around 150mg when swallowed seems to be right for me, more doesn't do anything else - I tried upping the dose)
Thanks.
