yeah, i , like a good few of us, were possibly like sustanon. i used for years before it reaally got me.
sure i had 2 week to 3 month binges and hung a bit. but mark my word, im a tuff cunt.
and no drug was gonna get the better of me.
a lot of the time in those forst years id binge and surf everyday. if i felt i was withdrawing , id do 100 pushups and 100 situps and go surfing, before getting on.
i dont want it to be dicksizing, it just was. i loved heroin and used heaps and i also used as many other drugs as i could. sometimes swapping from one to the other to keep it all in check.
like two weeks smack, two weeks speed, go away and doof on acid and pills etc, woah, some smack would really put the breaks on , so dive into the opiate pool.
obviously, as time went on, this poly use got more jumbled, and i discovered the pleasures of being a walking biological poly drug monster.
that still surfed.
and i surfed, as much as i could, in as big a waves as i could.
then one day i woke up on a cold autum morn, waves were double overhead, cold offshore blowing, and i just kinda knew, that i was fucked.
that i was not goin out there before i got on.
and that was it. i no longer surfed without it, and gradually the hunt for gear and tending my plants to provide it took over.
untill i rarely surfed. and i moved, like a lot of us, into the horrid game of dealing to support it.
from there to physeptone hancuffs took another five years.
and fuck me, ive jumped it a few times, and stayed away for a number of years too, and still icome back. its been 17 years since i first got on the done. 12 allup.
so sustanon.
hope your a tuffer cunt than me.
p.s. any dicksizing was purely to highlight the point.
opiates, are very addictive. possibly more so, because they dont seem that bad once you start to use them. after you have cleaned the cobwebs of the stigma they hold away from your vision, and see the gorgeous girl/guy standing in front of you and not a devil.
i still love her.