Enlightment is not something we gain, its something we have that we increase so theres no roof.But enlightment is only one of the MANY things those drugs can do. They are essentially rewireing the brain, but I found it to be controled by the conscious mind, so basically if you know what you want and how to get it you will be able to to more than normal to achieve a state of mind that can stay for long. Until kicked off by normal life once you are back in the world sober, because if they are healers than some parts of life are killers.
I find it also alot of fun to use them, so I think the frequency is more adapted to what I want than what I need, but ultimately I can use them once a year without really thinking about it. But when I have problems or pain I do. I also use them more frequently when I have a batch at home and an empty schedule.
Pain, left epididymis to be more precise. Seems like a case of the untreatable Chronic epididymitis, yay not even 19 yet and I have chronic pain in my freaking epididymis. Plus my last doc tried his hardest to make me believe that it is a psychologically sourced pain, but I have gotten through 4 professionals that say I do not have problems with dealing with life's normal problems so no psychological reason for pain (I think that the doc tried to protect himself from the fact that he found no reason for my pain). So after 2 years of hesitation I now know it's still there and not event related.
Can you believe that I edure this without any fucking pain killers because after the doc sent me to psych side of medicine. So what I get from them is 1-2 trials of antidepressant for every new psychiatrist because none of them believe me when I tell them I react badly to them and them nothing because thats all they want to give. Now I have benzo for insomnia, lyrica for the day (worthless unless I space the doses and increase it) and weed which because of my 1st psychiatrist caused me to lose the ability to gain my driving licenses (HE FUCKING TOLD THEM THAT I TOKED, I would not vape and drive but still I get nothing).
I guess the only thing making me keep going is cannabis but now my wallet is getting thinner and thinner, and my tolerance is increasing non stop. So i know one day I will lose this tool. That day will be the worst of my life. I know it's coming but there is nothing I can do about it. (some will say earn more money but school is my priority)