Sowle
Bluelighter
After months of wanting to try heroin, but having no connection, yesterday I found myself in a suburb well known for its street level dealing. I decided 'what the hell' and after a series of very strange events managed to get on a 1/4 gram of smack. I went home very excited yet managed to wait until today to try it.
Opiates are the only drug that I am not experienced with, bar a few codeine experiments, and with all the horror stories that I had heard about the nausea and throwing up that often accompanies first time opiate use, and the fact that Im tiny, I thought that I was definately going to cop the full brunt of these side effects. I figured that smoking was going to give me the most control over curbing these side effects so I went with that method, a mistake that I will never make again.
10:50 am I make my little paper tube and fold the edges of my aluminium foil so that its contents cannot fall out the edges. I place a large sized key bump in the center and smoke it up. Upon breathing out the smoke I realise that I feel nothing so I again put a large bump in the center and smoke it. The same results. I know that this is real dope as I saw people shooting the exact same gear when I bought it so i conclude that I am simply not doing enough. I stop being a little bitch about it and put about 1/4 of what I had on the foil and smoke it. Finally I was starting to get some noticable effects. My eyes felt heavy and I felt warm but there was none of the euphoria I was expecting.
11:00 I go outside for a ciggerette and while the first few drags were nice by the middle of it it was just making me feel seedy, so I stubbed it out and went back inside.
11:10 As I am not happy with the effects I decide to smoke about a third of what I have left. After doing this I am finally pleased with its effects. I feel warm, kinda tired but completely comfortable and at ease. I go and lay down on the floor with my pillow in front of the TV, watching really old re-runs of 90210. Though I am watching TV I am only watching it - not paying attention to it - its storyline and dialogue is inconsequencial and I cannot be bothered to care. This pattern continued for every TV show that I watched.
At sometime during this I realised how goddamn itchy my face and ankles were, yet while I would have preferred that they were not itchy it ultimately didn't bother me
2:00 pm I had just continued sitting in front of the TV, occasionly nodding off, when I became really tired so I decided to go to bed and have a little nap. I quickly fell asleep for nearly two hours when I was awoken by other people coming home
3:45 Most of everything has worn off. My eyes still feel a bit droopy, I could easily go back to bed and I still have a bit of that warm comfortable feeling but other than that I feel fine to go grocery shopping- which is what I have to do in about an hour.
Ultimately it was a nice, enjoyable experience. It was no way near as full on as I had expected and that may have had a lot to do with me not doing enough as I am sure I lost a lot of the smoke. I made sure to save half so that tommorow I can either snort it and see how that goes or buy a glass pipe so that I can smoke it without fear of losing it. While it was not as intense as expected it was pleasent and certainly something that I can see myself doing again. Even from this one experience I can see how people get addicted to this stuff.
Opiates are the only drug that I am not experienced with, bar a few codeine experiments, and with all the horror stories that I had heard about the nausea and throwing up that often accompanies first time opiate use, and the fact that Im tiny, I thought that I was definately going to cop the full brunt of these side effects. I figured that smoking was going to give me the most control over curbing these side effects so I went with that method, a mistake that I will never make again.
10:50 am I make my little paper tube and fold the edges of my aluminium foil so that its contents cannot fall out the edges. I place a large sized key bump in the center and smoke it up. Upon breathing out the smoke I realise that I feel nothing so I again put a large bump in the center and smoke it. The same results. I know that this is real dope as I saw people shooting the exact same gear when I bought it so i conclude that I am simply not doing enough. I stop being a little bitch about it and put about 1/4 of what I had on the foil and smoke it. Finally I was starting to get some noticable effects. My eyes felt heavy and I felt warm but there was none of the euphoria I was expecting.
11:00 I go outside for a ciggerette and while the first few drags were nice by the middle of it it was just making me feel seedy, so I stubbed it out and went back inside.
11:10 As I am not happy with the effects I decide to smoke about a third of what I have left. After doing this I am finally pleased with its effects. I feel warm, kinda tired but completely comfortable and at ease. I go and lay down on the floor with my pillow in front of the TV, watching really old re-runs of 90210. Though I am watching TV I am only watching it - not paying attention to it - its storyline and dialogue is inconsequencial and I cannot be bothered to care. This pattern continued for every TV show that I watched.
At sometime during this I realised how goddamn itchy my face and ankles were, yet while I would have preferred that they were not itchy it ultimately didn't bother me
2:00 pm I had just continued sitting in front of the TV, occasionly nodding off, when I became really tired so I decided to go to bed and have a little nap. I quickly fell asleep for nearly two hours when I was awoken by other people coming home
3:45 Most of everything has worn off. My eyes still feel a bit droopy, I could easily go back to bed and I still have a bit of that warm comfortable feeling but other than that I feel fine to go grocery shopping- which is what I have to do in about an hour.
Ultimately it was a nice, enjoyable experience. It was no way near as full on as I had expected and that may have had a lot to do with me not doing enough as I am sure I lost a lot of the smoke. I made sure to save half so that tommorow I can either snort it and see how that goes or buy a glass pipe so that I can smoke it without fear of losing it. While it was not as intense as expected it was pleasent and certainly something that I can see myself doing again. Even from this one experience I can see how people get addicted to this stuff.