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Smeared across the carpet / Memories of 2cb - mdma+ketamine+marijuana - first time

tathra

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Location
some yandere's basement
Relevant drug history
Very experienced with mdxa substances, as well as combining it with 2cb, which i've probably done more of than any other entheogen.
Also very experienced with ketamine, alone and in combinations.
Somewhat experienced with marijuana by itself, but not in any combinations. I quit smoking long before I really got into drugs, so I have no tolerence.
Set & Setting
The previous night, my friend, who we'll call Eric, and I did coke between 11pm and 2am, each ate a pill at around 4am, then took a couple of bumps of ketamine around 5am. Started this trip at about 1pm...
The trip
Bored and not ready to be done for the day, Eric and I each ate another pill. My stomach was totally empty, and I had come down from mdma a few hours ago, so I began to feel the effects almost immediately. Nothing major yet, just began to feel talkative and energetic. Eric began bothering me, wanting to start back in on my limited supply of ketamine, but I told him we were going to wait at least until i peaked before that.
After about an hour, I felt that I was about as high as I was going to get from the pill, so we both took a bump. I began to feel a bit dissociated after a couple minutes, when Eric pulled out a nug and packed a bowl. He suggested I take a hit, since it was of superb quality. I never did care for marijuana back when I used to smoke it, several years ago, so normally I turn it down whenever offered. This time, however, I figured 'what the hell' and inhaled a tiny puff. Immediately my vision seemed 'sober' and after a fit of coughing, I complained that I just smoked myself sober. After a minute or so, I took another hit from the bowl, even smaller than the first one. Suddenly everything began to appear rounded, sort of 'bubbly' as if distorted through a lens, and barely noticably cloudy.
After a couple minutes, I notice time distortion and also that everything in the room has picked up a colorful outline. I immediately relate this to a low dose of 2cb, since its the phenethylamine I'm most experienced with. We sit around and chat, talking about all sorts of things. My memory got kinda fucked up, and I couldnt really remember anything that happened a few moments ago, so it got rather difficult for me to follow a conversation.
Its been a long time since I last had sex, so in almost all of my recent trips, I have become a sex fiend. Eric is trying to get with a friend of the last girl I was with, and we discuss both girls, and how I'd really like to get back with my old girl, if only she didnt have a boyfriend...
Eric calls his mother in the room and asks her to bring in 2 of her scrapbooks, so I can see some pictures of her, since I havent seen her in a while. While she's in the room, I ask if she wants any valium, since I'll be getting some soon. She says sure, but tells me she gets horny when she does valium. After she leaves, I tell Eric that I'm gonna do some with his mom and fuck her, then I could be his stepdad. We laugh our asses off. His mom returns with 2 scrapbooks and we flip through them, remembering our early days of partying. We flip through the books, and I admire my old girl's beauty. About this time, I begin to notice a "rolling" of my conciousness that I've experienced several times on 2cb and mdma+2cb.
We do a couple more bumps of ketamine and I decide that I'd really like to enter a k-hole while in this space. I was supposed to get several vials the previous night, so I had several rigs with me. IM is the most effective way to deliver ketamine, after all, and during my last mdma+2cb trip, I got massive ego loss by IMing some. I tell my friend to get me a spoon, candle, some water, and a qtip, so that I can prep a rig for injection. Not the best of ideas, but I didnt really care at the time. The only water available to me was tap, but another friend came in and talked with us for a while, then went and got me some bottled water. Thankfully I knew I was too far fucked up to prep it myself, and Eric didnt want to do it for me, so i just dumped out my sack of ketamine and cut it into 3 small lines, probably 30mg each. I put the first line up my nose immediately.
Slowly, it begins to creep into my head. My body starts to feel heavy, as I lay back and continue to chat with Eric. 10-15 minutes later, the 2nd line is snorted. 5 minutes go by and I start to get impatient, so I take the 3rd line.
When it hits, everything starts to appear 'blocky' and my body continues to increase in weight. Before I become immobile, I get a cd player ready. Almost every time I khole, I listen to Underworld - Spoon Deep (dark&long). This track has shown me all sorts of wonderful things while away from my body, and its the best trance track we have onhand. My vision gets blockier and blockier as my body becomes like lead, and I start the music as I hit the floor and cover my eyes.
I relax and the barriers of my mind immediately slip away. The music has destroyed my body, leaving my conciousness vulnerable and open, and I become its plaything (Unlike my last mdma+2cb+ketamine trip, I find the ego-loss is quite controllable, that I'm able to return whenever I like, which is most likely due to the fact I snorted the ketamine, rather than IM). I merge with the universe; I become the music, and my body moves around on its own; I feel myself heading towards becomming nothing, but I open my eyes and pull out of the hole first, scared of what could happen if I really did become nothing... I can't remember everything that happened, but I do know the track did a number on me, molesting me in all sorts of crazy ways. After 16 minutes, when the track finishes, I return to myself, but continue to lie on the floor in awe.
After that, I'm finished doing ketamine for a while, and Eric and I just sit around and talk, watching tv. I explain to him how I just had my ego smeared across the carpet and what happened while it was gone. Eventually the marijuana and ketamine wear off and I drive myself home once I feel sober enough to do so.
Afterthoughts
This trip reminded me a lot of my last mdma+2cb+ketamine trip, which is why I make lots of references to it. A lot of the effects were very similar, including the the ego-loss. The marijuana fried my memory circuits and let me live that trip all over again, but with more control. I have respect for marijuana now; I guess the stuff really does have a use :)
[ 28 January 2003: Message edited by: tathra ]
 
Execlent report [edit]name[/edit].
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Absolut masterpiece! Remind me not to print this out and leave it on the table for mom to read before work like I did with my 72 hour meth binge report.(oops) You know I almost wish I traviled back to indy with you and [edit]name[/edit] after the party.
anyhow...
Smoking herb is really nice to mix with any substance and helps out with effects very nicely. Someday you will moke wiff me.
Peace
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Moken
[ 28 January 2003: Message edited by: Mokenwee ]
 
Wonderful report Tathra! I am glad to hear of your positive experience :)
see, the weed does have some power after all! It just needs to be given the perfect opportunity, and the respect to show what it can truly do.
Thanks for sharing
 
I think I'm jealous! :)
It's been such a long time since I've experienced true ego loss, your combo sounds like a definately fun trip. Again GREAT report tathra. Sounds like you had a most excellent time.
 
I feel myself heading towards becomming nothing, but I open my eyes and pull out of the hole first, scared of what could happen if I really did become nothing...
I don't think it was TRUE ego-loss for this reason. You still had a sense of self. Rather, it was ego expansion to include the surrounding world/universe. If you *had* let yourself become nothing, then it probably would have been true ego loss.
 
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