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small malevolent DMT experience query

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berkenstine

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my DMT elves sure seemed hostile. Is this just my own personality effecting my trip, or did anyone else feel like the thing from forth kind walked into their room? I kind of came out feeling like I had been screamed at and shaken by god. Soul-rape is a word that comes to mind :/

I'm not saying I didn't like it, it was like the Universe's craziest roller coaster.
 
I don't know about you, but I like to go in with a clean conscience. There have been a couple of occasions when I've gone in feeling guilty about one thing or another and it's traumatic to say the least.
 
I've had this happen to me, too. DMT can be very, very scary. I've basically sworn it off until I feel ready, which may not be in this lifetime.
 
I guess that can happen in certain combinations of set and setting, it does help to be very open and honest with yourself and to take some time to let active mental preoccupations perculate for a bit so that it can naturally set in the background relieving you to start as fresh as possible.
Even then, who knows what deeply buried factors can play a role? It would be like explaining dreams, which can sometimes be obvious but most of the time it is just a shot in the dark.
 
It's always been wonderful for me, occasionally I haven't been aware of emotions or my own existence which has helped. My throat feels raped with all the nasty impurities or that's just DMT I am not sure but I normally have some rather unpleasant phlegm to cough up afterwards.
I have found the experiences to be very full on but I feel the drug could put me in a good mood. Small doses could boost my mood and my friend and I would often have a nice dose as a psychedelic breakfast to set you up for the day. I always felt great afterwards and, how bad can a day be when it starts with DMT? Not a bad slogan.

I know what you mean about soul rape though, salvia does that to me, it just makes me sweaty and panicky. I usually try to get up and walk away from the drug or find people. Don't really intend on doing that again.
 
Do a bit of DMT in the morning, your days will never be boring! (play on a Dutch saying about weed)
 
I find it hard to shake a feeling of having done something wrong.
I have in my past. I can't let it go. I deal with it. Even if I forgive myself for it it is still there. I still find the experience interesting.

I don't just get it on DMT/psyches. It is just part of me now.

Last time I did have a feeling of not being welcome as I am. But I said, "I own this place. Don't you remember?"... Haha. Not really. I understood.

I believe it is in your head :)
 
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