As a bit of background, I started using amphetamine (street amphetamine which I understand is likely to contain some ratio of methamphetamine) a while ago after a good year of soul- and internet-searching.
I take it about 3 times a month, starting with an oral dose of 30mg potentiated by a preload regime, then I insufflate an additional pre-measured and pre-crushed 5mg after about 6 hours, and another 5mg about 10 hours in. Then I stay up for quite a long time dancing and doing housework and other things I never had it in me to before.
After this "recreational" enjoyment, I find I experience several days of "afterglow" which has really changed my life. I'm motivated, I can't choke down anything but fruit juice which is getting me in shape, there's a spring in my step and I just feel normal, like what I imagine most people feel like, for a few days. More than the high, I'm chasing and want to maintain this therapeutic effect as long as possible rather than see it turn into harsh comedowns, not to mention I don't want to become an addict or severely damage my dopamine system, so I've been extra vigilant never to take my use any farther than this.
Now as for my question, in a few days I'm signed up to be a vendor at an underground concert thing, which I'm basically doing to force myself into a social situation because I have no friends. I was wavering between doing amphetamine or acid that day, and then I caught I cold. Knowing the effect that the amphetamine will have on my sinuses and overall sense of well-being, I'm thinking I should take some, however my gurning is legendary even with chelated magnesium and if I take my usual 30mg I'll be chewing my face off even with a giant ball of gum in my mouth, not to mention other signs of tweaking which I may not even be aware of, which could put people off at best and get me imprisoned at worst (I live in a fucked up non-Western country where even being high in public can end you).
I was considering taking a threshold dose of 10 or 15mg instead just for my cold and to make me more sociable. But I have a feeling when I get home 12 hours later I'll be thinking "if you don't do a proper dose now, you're gonna waste your one chance for this week" and be tempted to take more. Although it's counter-intuitive to me as a longer-term MDMA user, I know that people go on days-long binges of amphetamine and meth and I don't actually know if doing this is a bad thing either in terms of harm reduction or effectiveness in terms of tolerance.
And if it's not a bad thing, it's leading right into NYE and I ain't got shit to do, so I'd say it actually sounds like a good plan.
So TL;DR: I thought I'd ask here if there's anything I should know or think about before doing 15mg followed by 30mg 10-12 hours later.
Thanks
I take it about 3 times a month, starting with an oral dose of 30mg potentiated by a preload regime, then I insufflate an additional pre-measured and pre-crushed 5mg after about 6 hours, and another 5mg about 10 hours in. Then I stay up for quite a long time dancing and doing housework and other things I never had it in me to before.
After this "recreational" enjoyment, I find I experience several days of "afterglow" which has really changed my life. I'm motivated, I can't choke down anything but fruit juice which is getting me in shape, there's a spring in my step and I just feel normal, like what I imagine most people feel like, for a few days. More than the high, I'm chasing and want to maintain this therapeutic effect as long as possible rather than see it turn into harsh comedowns, not to mention I don't want to become an addict or severely damage my dopamine system, so I've been extra vigilant never to take my use any farther than this.
Now as for my question, in a few days I'm signed up to be a vendor at an underground concert thing, which I'm basically doing to force myself into a social situation because I have no friends. I was wavering between doing amphetamine or acid that day, and then I caught I cold. Knowing the effect that the amphetamine will have on my sinuses and overall sense of well-being, I'm thinking I should take some, however my gurning is legendary even with chelated magnesium and if I take my usual 30mg I'll be chewing my face off even with a giant ball of gum in my mouth, not to mention other signs of tweaking which I may not even be aware of, which could put people off at best and get me imprisoned at worst (I live in a fucked up non-Western country where even being high in public can end you).
I was considering taking a threshold dose of 10 or 15mg instead just for my cold and to make me more sociable. But I have a feeling when I get home 12 hours later I'll be thinking "if you don't do a proper dose now, you're gonna waste your one chance for this week" and be tempted to take more. Although it's counter-intuitive to me as a longer-term MDMA user, I know that people go on days-long binges of amphetamine and meth and I don't actually know if doing this is a bad thing either in terms of harm reduction or effectiveness in terms of tolerance.
And if it's not a bad thing, it's leading right into NYE and I ain't got shit to do, so I'd say it actually sounds like a good plan.
So TL;DR: I thought I'd ask here if there's anything I should know or think about before doing 15mg followed by 30mg 10-12 hours later.
Thanks