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Yup, I'm a lot happier with just taking some alprazolam or temazepam every now and then. %)

I just got my temazepam prescription again, and I took one capsule four nights ago, and feel great without it now. I feel like it had a long lasting positive effect.

The best thing ever is knowing I have great sex right around the corner. :D This next week should be pretty amazing.

How does temazepam feel? I've only done Valium, Xanax, and KlonopiN. Valium takes care of the symptoms the best, and has a nice smooth long duration. Interested in lorazepam too though. not to keen on klono or xanax
 
How does temazepam feel? I've only done Valium, Xanax, and KlonopiN. Valium takes care of the symptoms the best, and has a nice smooth long duration. Interested in lorazepam too though. not to keen on klono or xanax

Temazepam is really euphoric and very sedating. Other than a high dosage of IV midazolam, temazepam takes the cake in terms of euphoric sedation for benzodiazepines.

I have even enjoyed having sex on temazepam, it's like the only benzodiazepine that would be perfect for having sex tbph. %)

Some people don't find temazepam to be that great, but I've always been impressed with it.

all this temaze-talk makes me want to take some... but I'll probably wait until tomorrow. :D
 
I enjoyed temmies. The only benzo I really liked and only one that gave me euphoria. The old skool "gellies' sounded cool to IV. Heard people would give an arm or a leg for one ;)
 
Omg, I am still recovering, what a fun weekend.

Wouldnt you know, I went to my back doctor this morning, and they pulled me aside for a random drug test. I refused to take it and had to sheepishly explain to my doctor that I blew it out for the UNC game and smoked weed with my old college buddies. It was slightly embarrassing, but he was so cool. He wrote me two months worth of prescriptions anyway and told me to count on a drug test next time.

It is so nice to see a doctor who actually has sense.
 
hey,
this other guy who lives in the same building as the new girl I met, he is semi-stalking here (these are my words, she thought up till a few days ago that he *just* was being nice); he sends her 5 text messages every day to go eat together/watch movie together/etc.; she really hates this and she doesn't want to do this; she wants to keep distance; however, she doesn't want to be rude to him and tell him to fuck off; so she tries to avoid as much as possible but she still replies sometimes to his message or go eat with him in kitchen, or talk to him in the hall; yesterday she told me he invited her to his dormroom; and he locked the doors with the keys; he didn't make a move on her; but she didn't feel comfortable and she felt a bit scared (she told me afterwards)

today I texted here
hey, it's 7.21.. I suppose there is normally nothing really special about that, except this time I was thinking about you :) really want to see you again, see you tomorrow! x X x
She didn't respond yet. She's also not online. She supposed to be working for school this evening.

Not sure, did my message had a wrong tone? We only met for two weeks. I don't think the message was overly clingy (I only texted here once today). But I got no response. There, of course, can be a million reasons... maybe she forgot to check or phone... but my gut-feeling tells me something is not right... I already had some beers tonight, so my judgment might not be very good....

Should I like ask text her again? We have only been hanging out for two weeks. I don't want to ask her where she is... I don't care about that, she can do whatever she likes... But I have a very bad gut-feeling that she might came home again and the guy was bugging her again... I don't know, she always answer her phone... Did I cross the line? Was my message "wannabe romantic." I don't know... I just wants to know she is fine... I really don't trust the situation... The guy who lives in the apartment locked his own room with keys when she was there a few days ago... that's not normal behavior if you are talking to somebody you barely know... he also texts her all the time... it just doesn't feel right...

what should I do? Maybe I should mind my own business? Maybe she is just having a night out with friends and hasn't checked her phone...

My gut-feeling says something is not right. On the other hand, I also had a few beers, so my judgment is not really good atm...
 
I don't think your message had a wrong tone, I think it's sweet, I'd certainly be happy to receive something like that. I definitely wouldn't text her again though. Like you said, there could be a dozen reasons why she hasn't answered yet. If you're really worried maybe you could contact one of her friends if you know any, and ask them to get in touch instead?
 
Okay, she finally came online. I just don't trust the guy in her appartment. She was really scared. She didn't want to be in his room and he locked the door with a key. I am still really pissed about that. He also keeps on texting her from the morning to the evening. This needs to stop. God knows what other crazy ideas he has...

On a related note... good: I am sobering up again :) I went out to have some beers earlier this evening, hehe
 
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Sounds like she's playing the damsel in distress game, and that's just annoying. Tell her to man the fuck up and do it herself. Unless he's physically threatening her, it's retarded to go running to your BF for help when you haven't even tried the direct route first.
 
If you're with her when the Guy shows up, you can always put your arm around her and tell him she's taken. Damsel in distress act worked well for me in college. I became a lot of girls' "boyfriends" in college to Ward off strange guys.
 
Pagey said:
How's it going with the friend/crush btw Psyduck?
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I didn't answer your question yet. I will give you a proper answer soon because you are always so nice. :)

But I think it's going very nice! Hopefully this intoxicating magical first stage doesn't go away quickly. My days pass by so quickly. The difference between day and night has ceased to exist. We are talking in bed till 5am, we have sex when we wake up. We hang out during the day. Everything goes well. I just don't want to put a label on it yet.

Also, you looked pretty in the blue dress in the other thread. But I might be somewhat biased since I think you are always pretty :).
 
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Yay! I'm happy for you, I hadn't realised the two of you had ended up getting together. That's awesome :D

And thank you, that's nice of you <3
 
Hey BL/SLR.

I've gotta get out of here. I can't hang out on this site anymore. I'm drug-and-alcohol abstinent for a good while now and I can't trust myself to read drug name-dropping and all that jazz. I don't have drug tests to take anymore and it wouldn't be long before I'm fantasizing about the effects of this or that chemical.

Mods are going to start looking for some of you lovers to join the ranks soon.

<3
 
^^ gonna miss you. Pm me anytime if you wanna chat or talk about staying clean (I'm approaching 15 months). Lots of love
 
Thanks dear. Best to you too on no/less frequent drops. It can spin your head a little (it did for me)!
Know what I mean though? Even at the top of this social page, it says "Oh I take some [benzo] on occasion and I am happy." Though I know that this is an illusion, when I read the letters "azolam" "azepam" etc. etc. I begin to ruminate at unlikely moments. Very dangerous and unnecessary. I don't know how you guys do it!
 
Even at the top of this social page, it says "Oh I take some [benzo] on occasion and I am happy." Though I know that this is an illusion, when I read the letters "azolam" "azepam" etc. etc. I begin to ruminate at unlikely moments. Very dangerous and unnecessary. I don't know how you guys do it!
As long as it's not flunitrazepam ... :| ... bad memories :(
 
yayyyyy tomorrow night there will be debauchery with the waao/lysis BL couple. The traveling hooker is going traveling.

Thank god the hot tub is inside, cuz it's fucking freezing right now!
 
yayyyyy tomorrow night there will be debauchery with the waao/lysis BL couple. The traveling hooker is going traveling.

Thank god the hot tub is inside, cuz it's fucking freezing right now!

Fun! We decided to take an impromptu road trip and I am sitting in a hotel on the beach right now....the hot tub was excellent last night for sure.
 
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