I tossed and turned
Covered in sweat, I threw my blanket to the floor
I lay in bed thinking of tomorrow
deeper into what may come
life, death, bills, hate, fear
tomorrow's too much for me so I walk
I walk a lot lately
by the light of the moon
-mist rising from the street
the occasional streetlamp obscuring my view of the midnight sky
time spent with an angel is never forgotten
not easily at least
never on purpose
I wonder if the pain of my worries will subside by morning
or if I'm stuck wallowing in stress and sorrow for yet another day
I wonder if I'll sleep at all
what happened to my childhood?
what happened to my summers?
when did a dragonfly become an ugly pest, and not a beautiful wonder?
I wonder where my father is. I wonder if he feels the stresses I do. Looking back, I'm sure he does.
I remeber waking up for water or to relieve myself or something... hearing him at the dining room table, swearing under his breath.
life gets hard when you're older I guess..
someone could've warned me
I wonder what it would be like to dream of sleep.
I wonder what it would feel like to be a kid again, but know that stress exists.
that there's a horrible real monster that can steal your happiness and your health
I wonder if I'll fall asleep tonite
Covered in sweat, I threw my blanket to the floor
I lay in bed thinking of tomorrow
deeper into what may come
life, death, bills, hate, fear
tomorrow's too much for me so I walk
I walk a lot lately
by the light of the moon
-mist rising from the street
the occasional streetlamp obscuring my view of the midnight sky
time spent with an angel is never forgotten
not easily at least
never on purpose
I wonder if the pain of my worries will subside by morning
or if I'm stuck wallowing in stress and sorrow for yet another day
I wonder if I'll sleep at all
what happened to my childhood?
what happened to my summers?
when did a dragonfly become an ugly pest, and not a beautiful wonder?
I wonder where my father is. I wonder if he feels the stresses I do. Looking back, I'm sure he does.
I remeber waking up for water or to relieve myself or something... hearing him at the dining room table, swearing under his breath.
life gets hard when you're older I guess..
someone could've warned me
I wonder what it would be like to dream of sleep.
I wonder what it would feel like to be a kid again, but know that stress exists.
that there's a horrible real monster that can steal your happiness and your health
I wonder if I'll fall asleep tonite
