I have been doing practically nothing except watching movies for the last four days. Today, besides work, I had to present an integration of some free CRM running on ASP (yeah sure) for the company where I work.
I thought "wtf I'm still young" (26y) and decided to keep awake all the night before work searching for the damn CRM. I did 400mg Modafinil straight, a large bottle of coffee, and some phenylalanine pills (precusors to Dopamine).
I also did like 8mg 2C-E, half taken orally and half taken nasally.
Well, it took me like 4 hours, (plus I wasn't very focused, but I was very awake) but I found two CRM that could work. I jumped to the server and remotely installed the damn web apps. The first one didn't work, probably a database problem, I don't know, I couldn't trace the error, I'm still learning how IIS 7 works. Anyway, my heart was pumping up strong (I mean, I would put my fingers on my neck and felt the pulse, which obviously was fast, but also "strong", very strong), so I decided to take 1ug Clonidine, 75mg Lyrica and 1mg Xanax. It worked like a charm.
The second CRM worked, I would prefered the first one, it was more lite and like super open source, this was kinda open source too, but not really. Anyway, I configured the damn thing. Though the server was missing a lot of maintenance, the CRM for our company with oh my god, OUR LOGO!, was working well (although it was a little slow because, you know, in ASP.NET pages have to be compiled if not precompiled).
Whatever? btw, listening to awesome music all this time helped me a lot.
It was 3 AM. I was done with the work (well, I could continue, but the important part was working).
At 7.20 AM I had to wake up, dress, and go to work. What to do? keep awake or... try to sleep?
There was no way I could sleep on 400mg Modafinil and 8mg 2C-E... right? right?
Well, I know that if I had no sleep at all I would feel like a zombie during the day, so I tried to sleep. This is what I did:
I took 2mg Xanax, 75mg Lyrica, a hot tea, a cookie (only one), closed the windows, and put this little program that makes the sound of like it's raining outside in my iPhone.
Sleeping was impossible. I was still hard, so I take another 2mg Xanax, 1mg of it sub lingually (the taste was horrible, but I have tasted worse things
).
The tension of my whole body was decreasing, but my mind was still strongly focused on things because of the 2C-E (not Modafinil, I could definitely feel it). No matter what I would think about, I would not sleep.
So for the sake of trying, I strongly focused my mind in the sound of the falling rain. I thought I was at this house in the mountains and outside was very cold and raining. Honestly, my mind went with the flow faster than I expected, I began to felt more and more relaxed. I could not believe it, was this the power of the mind toying with the 2C-E?
Well, around 3.30AM was the last time I remember looking up. I wake up super ultra relaxed with my heart rate perfect (not my muscles tough) at 5.50 AM.
I was so happy, I achieved slept like 2 hours or something, take that stims, take that 2C-E! I want to think I fooled the drug, I like to think it works in some way that when I focused in something so relaxing as rain falling it temporarily moved all my worries and thoughts to a temporal folder in my brain.
And why I'm so sure about this? well, the raining program was programmed to automatically work only 1 hour 45 minutes. More or less the time I slept.
Maybe I'm still high on 2C-E, I don't know, I somewhat feel something funny in my head, but... who knows 8)
Well, my work being done, and me with 1.5-2 hours of sleep was enough to make me really happy. I tried to sleep a little more, but my neck was killing me (as I said, my muscles never relaxed completely).
So, I wake up, take 400mg Modafinil more, 1mg Xanax, some phenylalanine pills, a Coffee pill, some Pepsi, and a cookie.
And I began writing this without problem whatsoever.
I'll post this now, though I'll update it later and write how I did during the day.
I'll probably have to take 200mg more Modafinil, and lots of Coffee -including Red Bull and that shit-. And maybe some 2C-E more before going to work to extend the duration of the Modafinil.
Well, I think it was an interesting post, toying with the 2C-E on Modafinil to sleep, and achieving it. The reason, the rain falling and all that mind playing.
Hope the day goes fine...
Peace!
...I'm back! alive and kicking it!
I had an excellent day at work, too good in fact. I completed some tasks I had many troubles since weeks ago. I did take 6mg 2C-E orally in the morning before going to work, and 200mg Modafinil more in the afternoon, which helped me to stay awake but wasn't very intense. But it worked.
Everything was almost perfect. I wish all days would be like these... or not.. anyway, I am scoring some Codeine in an hour so I will enjoy myself as it corresponds with some Xanax and Lyrica
Peace!!
I thought "wtf I'm still young" (26y) and decided to keep awake all the night before work searching for the damn CRM. I did 400mg Modafinil straight, a large bottle of coffee, and some phenylalanine pills (precusors to Dopamine).
I also did like 8mg 2C-E, half taken orally and half taken nasally.
Well, it took me like 4 hours, (plus I wasn't very focused, but I was very awake) but I found two CRM that could work. I jumped to the server and remotely installed the damn web apps. The first one didn't work, probably a database problem, I don't know, I couldn't trace the error, I'm still learning how IIS 7 works. Anyway, my heart was pumping up strong (I mean, I would put my fingers on my neck and felt the pulse, which obviously was fast, but also "strong", very strong), so I decided to take 1ug Clonidine, 75mg Lyrica and 1mg Xanax. It worked like a charm.
The second CRM worked, I would prefered the first one, it was more lite and like super open source, this was kinda open source too, but not really. Anyway, I configured the damn thing. Though the server was missing a lot of maintenance, the CRM for our company with oh my god, OUR LOGO!, was working well (although it was a little slow because, you know, in ASP.NET pages have to be compiled if not precompiled).
Whatever? btw, listening to awesome music all this time helped me a lot.
It was 3 AM. I was done with the work (well, I could continue, but the important part was working).
At 7.20 AM I had to wake up, dress, and go to work. What to do? keep awake or... try to sleep?
There was no way I could sleep on 400mg Modafinil and 8mg 2C-E... right? right?
Well, I know that if I had no sleep at all I would feel like a zombie during the day, so I tried to sleep. This is what I did:
I took 2mg Xanax, 75mg Lyrica, a hot tea, a cookie (only one), closed the windows, and put this little program that makes the sound of like it's raining outside in my iPhone.
Sleeping was impossible. I was still hard, so I take another 2mg Xanax, 1mg of it sub lingually (the taste was horrible, but I have tasted worse things
). The tension of my whole body was decreasing, but my mind was still strongly focused on things because of the 2C-E (not Modafinil, I could definitely feel it). No matter what I would think about, I would not sleep.
So for the sake of trying, I strongly focused my mind in the sound of the falling rain. I thought I was at this house in the mountains and outside was very cold and raining. Honestly, my mind went with the flow faster than I expected, I began to felt more and more relaxed. I could not believe it, was this the power of the mind toying with the 2C-E?
Well, around 3.30AM was the last time I remember looking up. I wake up super ultra relaxed with my heart rate perfect (not my muscles tough) at 5.50 AM.
I was so happy, I achieved slept like 2 hours or something, take that stims, take that 2C-E! I want to think I fooled the drug, I like to think it works in some way that when I focused in something so relaxing as rain falling it temporarily moved all my worries and thoughts to a temporal folder in my brain.
And why I'm so sure about this? well, the raining program was programmed to automatically work only 1 hour 45 minutes. More or less the time I slept.
Maybe I'm still high on 2C-E, I don't know, I somewhat feel something funny in my head, but... who knows 8)
Well, my work being done, and me with 1.5-2 hours of sleep was enough to make me really happy. I tried to sleep a little more, but my neck was killing me (as I said, my muscles never relaxed completely).
So, I wake up, take 400mg Modafinil more, 1mg Xanax, some phenylalanine pills, a Coffee pill, some Pepsi, and a cookie.
And I began writing this without problem whatsoever.
I'll post this now, though I'll update it later and write how I did during the day.
I'll probably have to take 200mg more Modafinil, and lots of Coffee -including Red Bull and that shit-. And maybe some 2C-E more before going to work to extend the duration of the Modafinil.
Well, I think it was an interesting post, toying with the 2C-E on Modafinil to sleep, and achieving it. The reason, the rain falling and all that mind playing.
Hope the day goes fine...
Peace!
...I'm back! alive and kicking it!
I had an excellent day at work, too good in fact. I completed some tasks I had many troubles since weeks ago. I did take 6mg 2C-E orally in the morning before going to work, and 200mg Modafinil more in the afternoon, which helped me to stay awake but wasn't very intense. But it worked.
Everything was almost perfect. I wish all days would be like these... or not.. anyway, I am scoring some Codeine in an hour so I will enjoy myself as it corresponds with some Xanax and Lyrica
Peace!!