Sitting on my Own-a

[GoingStRaNgE]

How hard it is not to be numb
How hard it is to have some fun
It feels like years
Since I've had tears
Let me know im human
I've cried & cried & cried so much
When ive been touched
With love or fear or hurt
The tears used to tumble
Down
Now a frown's the most
MY face expresses
SMART PEOPLE who know things
Run words through my head
Dependent, Liar, Shame,
Un-aware, doesn't care,
2-faced, compulsice, obbsessive,
obbsessive compulsive,
shallow, sell-out, fake, taker,
time-bomb
all these SMART PEOPLE
See an open book
They all took a course on me in the university
Most of them have only seen 365 of me
Some have seen more
At least they know what i am
because i have no clue
they know whats best
straaange

 

[Ms.ReD]

I know you haven't written almost anything in 4 years love, but i am happy you are posting these few thoughts that you managed to get on paper from your life along time ago.
thereapy is not an institution to be forced on the unwilling.
[ 17 September 2002: Message edited by: Ms.ReD ]