Simple Thoughts

a love story
by jay brannan

i never believed in love
i never believed in love
then love barreled through
changed my view
when love took the form of you

we had a good long ride
yes we had a damn good time
rolling along
unrestrained
to our melody unchained

then i was betrayed by love
something no one warned me of
love pushed me down
on bended knee
then love made a fool of me

so i turned my back on love
yes, i turned my back on love
stick nor stone
came near my throne
while i spent eight years alone

so now i believe in love
yes, now i believe in love
i'll pin love down
make love see
love better believe in me

i'll pin love down
i'll make love
see, love better believe in me

Jay Brannan


I love Jay's music, he's so realistic in his music. He's not afraid to say it how it is.



edit: might have a deal on custody of my baby girl *dance* just gotta wait for a-hole to notify HIS lawyer and I see mine today....maybe by next week it can be over with. One can hope right??

 

just when I thought I was over you, an email made me realize I was wrong. Why cant I just let go, be happy with what I have. I dunno, maybe I really am crazy...who knows.
Everything still seems to be fresh in memory, even when I push them aside.

Funny thing today, Im not sure you would recall the convo, you were pretty messed up at the time.

I was cooking beans (and doggies) and my smaller cat was trying to play with my old metropass, nipping at it to toss it around a few times....

Does that count as my cat eating my metropass? LOL

Wish I got my camera in time, I was laughing for awhile.

I wish I said something as I walked away, something more than see ya whenever...

you know how i am, you know my feelings (I hope).




talking to self about past times, yeah i think i need a liiiiiitle bit 'o help. :/



p.s. I miss you.