lookbeyond
Greenlighter
In 2 days I will be buying 18 hits of acid... I don't know very much about it... in fact I know absolutely nothing, other than that it was mailed from Victoria BC (which is quite possibly a lie, and I don't see any reason why this would impact the quality of it)... finding the shit was the biggest damn journey of bouncing around through different people I have ever had to partake in and I know nobody who knows the person I am getting it from so it's sketchy to say the least. I can normally get anything, and I have no idea why this took me a month to find. I plan to take 1 hit, wait an hour and 20 minutes, and if I am still not satisfied with the effects up the dose... I have never done acid, but I have done other psychedelics.
I have done mushrooms before at doses from 1 to 8 grams at a time. I have had allot of good trips, but I have also had very bad experiences with them (they have nothing to do with the amount I do as I have had bad experiences on low doses, good experiences on high doses and vice versa) ... never a matter of being scarred, or paranoid either. Always just being stuck with brutally over thinking problems in my life and feeling horrible about them... problems that when thought about sober are very insignificant. When I’m stuck in this state my thoughts race to fast for me to catch and analyze... I am just stuck with a mind racing over everything wrong with my life... in the past pot has been my savior in these situations. some people say it 'clouds over' the trip... but I see it more as... mushrooms make you think way to much, while pot kind of makes you... not think? ... meh, it turns my trip around and gives me the ability to just not give a fuck about these problems. it makes me happier, gives me the ability (to a limited extent) to pick a task and do it, and if my trips still going bad after a bowl of a good hybrid I can usually smoke a heavy indica and just go to sleep... weed used to fix everything, and from what I’ve read about on the internet it's because I was a frequent dope smoker... (Most people who smoke pot regularly love it on their trips, while people who don't smoke as much tend to not like it) ... which leads me to a few questions
in the past 2 months i have gone from smoking at least once a day (usually twice to 4 times) to about once every week and a half with friends due to the huge lack of motivation caused by frequent pot smoking...
I only plan to smoke in the case of a bad trip (what i discussed earlier) but...
-will Mary J interact as well with lsd, as she does with mushrooms... or at least in a similar fashion?
-will my less frequent pot smoking effect how it combines with a psychedelic?
-is smoking recommended for my first acid trip?
-what are some alternatives to bring me out of the hellish state I sometimes get locked in? I know prevention is the best thing to do, and I’ve done all I can... I’m going to meditate, I’m going to do it with a trusted friend who is funny, and non judgmental, I am going to be in my room where I feel safer than anywhere else, I have movies, and music picked out that I know will be great for tripping... I’m as prepared as I’m gunna get... but still what IF I am caught in a bad trip.... any way i may be able to pull myself out without weed?
-some good music for being on Lucy?
Also.. I am new to blue light and pretty much have no idea what I’m doing... I don't mean to treat shrooms, and acid as the same thing in any way, but mushrooms are the most relatable thing I have done to acid... and I am almost positive if negative effects occur it would be almost exactly what happens when I’m on mushrooms because in every bad trip I've ever experienced on anything it has just been me feeling guilty and horrible about my life having negative thoughts race wildly through my head... my bad trips remind me of reading up on what iboga does...
I have done mushrooms before at doses from 1 to 8 grams at a time. I have had allot of good trips, but I have also had very bad experiences with them (they have nothing to do with the amount I do as I have had bad experiences on low doses, good experiences on high doses and vice versa) ... never a matter of being scarred, or paranoid either. Always just being stuck with brutally over thinking problems in my life and feeling horrible about them... problems that when thought about sober are very insignificant. When I’m stuck in this state my thoughts race to fast for me to catch and analyze... I am just stuck with a mind racing over everything wrong with my life... in the past pot has been my savior in these situations. some people say it 'clouds over' the trip... but I see it more as... mushrooms make you think way to much, while pot kind of makes you... not think? ... meh, it turns my trip around and gives me the ability to just not give a fuck about these problems. it makes me happier, gives me the ability (to a limited extent) to pick a task and do it, and if my trips still going bad after a bowl of a good hybrid I can usually smoke a heavy indica and just go to sleep... weed used to fix everything, and from what I’ve read about on the internet it's because I was a frequent dope smoker... (Most people who smoke pot regularly love it on their trips, while people who don't smoke as much tend to not like it) ... which leads me to a few questions
in the past 2 months i have gone from smoking at least once a day (usually twice to 4 times) to about once every week and a half with friends due to the huge lack of motivation caused by frequent pot smoking...
I only plan to smoke in the case of a bad trip (what i discussed earlier) but...
-will Mary J interact as well with lsd, as she does with mushrooms... or at least in a similar fashion?
-will my less frequent pot smoking effect how it combines with a psychedelic?
-is smoking recommended for my first acid trip?
-what are some alternatives to bring me out of the hellish state I sometimes get locked in? I know prevention is the best thing to do, and I’ve done all I can... I’m going to meditate, I’m going to do it with a trusted friend who is funny, and non judgmental, I am going to be in my room where I feel safer than anywhere else, I have movies, and music picked out that I know will be great for tripping... I’m as prepared as I’m gunna get... but still what IF I am caught in a bad trip.... any way i may be able to pull myself out without weed?
-some good music for being on Lucy?
Also.. I am new to blue light and pretty much have no idea what I’m doing... I don't mean to treat shrooms, and acid as the same thing in any way, but mushrooms are the most relatable thing I have done to acid... and I am almost positive if negative effects occur it would be almost exactly what happens when I’m on mushrooms because in every bad trip I've ever experienced on anything it has just been me feeling guilty and horrible about my life having negative thoughts race wildly through my head... my bad trips remind me of reading up on what iboga does...
