Silently

[FoxyKel]

Immediately initiating fear
Greetings seem insincere
Smiles which are sympathetic
Make me feel damn pathetic
Silences grow vexatious
Mind set becomes tenacious
Touches which are unwanted
Leave my heart feeling taunted
Distances now safer kept
Tears are privately wept
Emotions are conveyed in mime
Silently, I serve my time
- Kelle
[ 02 February 2003: Message edited by: FoxyKel ]

 

[iLoveYouWithaKnife]

Emotions are conveyed in mime
Silently, I serve my time
sadly enough, we all serve our time. we all feel a certain way that no one understands.
but if someone makes some sort of initative, they are trying to relate.... trying to understand,
as best as they can.

 

[iLoveYouWithaKnife]

and credit should be given, when it can.
even if you don't quite 'understand'

 

[FoxyKel]

Trying to relate, and pretending to 'understand' when no one has a fucking clue is ~completely~ different.
I look at people chatting happily and it makes me sick. I look at people in general and they make me sick. I presently hate everyone, including every single one of you reading this, and I can't fucking control it.... holy fuck, do I wish I could... but I can't... and that makes me SICK.
Fuck it all.

 

[iLoveYouWithaKnife]

I presently hate everyone, including every single one of you reading this
Hmm..... that's a bit funny. Perhaps you may even hate me more, cause i'm the only one replying to this.
I think it was a bit harsh....... but also, I totally get what you are saying.
Your first said this:

Trying to relate, and pretending to 'understand' when no one has a fucking clue is ~completely~ different.
And perhaps, alot of people who just may have 'commented' here, before you so rudely chased them away, might not exactly 'understand' what you were saying, but perhaps trying to relate to it. Doesn't mean that they are 'pretending'.
Even in your situation if someone says, "yeah, i get it, i think i understand you can't really be mad at them for not quite getting it. Put yourself in their shoes... are you getting what they are saying? And even if you get what they are saying, do you understand it?
Hmm... don't really know what else to say.
Except I think you're post-reply was a little rude.
I hope you are feeling different now.

 

[iLoveYouWithaKnife]

that quote right there, above me...
it so fucking word.

 

[Dagny]

I don't care if you hate me. Just please don't hate yourself. Sick of people blowing sunshine up your ass and congratulating themselves for giving a damn? Then ignore them, be as rude as you want, shut out everyone who attempts sympathy, and by all means take any pity that someone tries to give you and spit it right back at 'em.
Only keep writing, will ya?

 

[FoxyKel]

Originally posted by Dagny:

Only keep writing, will ya?
I'll do my best, dags