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SideOrderofOpiates / a lot to appreciate

panic in paradise

panic in paradise

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you may of noticed SideOrderofOpiates - she is a girl, a women, a being, a person of incredible character - if you have noticed i doubt you have forgotten some of her "words"; id say take a moment to look at the knowledge she has brought to many of us of here; only because she can and cares.



a very pretty little thing, hah;-) that's certainly undeniable;
a fountain-of-youth is what the first impression may be - BUT, a fountain-of-truth from words granted by perseverance and faith in self; life love and words so then granted by the uppermost capabilities of oneself. the allowance and acceptance of what-ever might be, does also bring the acceptance of more then one could of hoped for - so far a wisdom from far beyond most of our years is what i've seen personally; a "side-order" - whom does not ask for much of anything - SideOrderofOpiates deserves this thread of appreciation at least for what she has done thus far for TDS and BL ...

- you are an example to us all of what it means to try, do, and gain by any means necessary; to only better your life and others along the way as you have mine -

so SOoO - much lovE to you as that's all you've done here, and contributed to BlueLight for the majority of your posts.



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i tip my varying hat brims to ye -!

thank you-from the bottom of my rock-bottom to the toP
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<3

Life Love and Light !
 
Well said PIP!

Character and a vibrancy that shines straight through the screen.
You are a strong one! and that is a gross underestimation of what I really mean...<3

You have so much to give to this world SOoO, your passion, wit, incredible intellect and a most beautiful Spirit.
...and I dont even know you, only through the magical world of TDS.
Keep doing what you are doing, your self-expression is so powerful and reflects just who you are. I 'clink' my coffee mug to you!
Sweet Pixie. :)
 
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I can't do her justice here and now, as I'm headachy, distracted and tired, but her radiant energy just seems to flow out of every post-- and I like that in a poster.

Need to say more, but bed is calling. Much love to a wonderful young lady though!
 
Logging onto Bluelight today was undeniably the best moment of my day. Not due to the fact that I was fighting many internal battles today, but due to the fact that this is the last type of a response I would expect to see in regards to my interactions with you all on Bluelight. This actually brought tears to my eyes—something that you know I try to avoid at all costs, panic (thanks, fucker! Haha). It brought tears to my eyes for the sheer fact that I feel as though I am often misunderstood at first and even second glance.

I am a pretty intuitive gal. I can pick up quite precisely how the majority of people who don't know me may perceive me. I am often looked at solely as a bitchy obnoxious gal who attempts to charm others with her bits of witticism, razor sharp blunt edge, and shock value attempts (see man, I know what's up! Haha). I am often looked at as some completely self-seeking narcissist that just makes a statement and leaves. While some of the abovestated attributes may, in fact, be true (I'll let you decide), believe it or not, what I am about moreso than anything is honesty and helping others who have been through hell and back realize that shame is only trapping them. No one has anything to be ashamed of unless they are an simply an unsavoury person. I do not need to disclose how surprisingly 'pure' and kindhearted I actually am, but all I honestly want before I leave this earth is to speak out about what I feel others are afraid to say. All of the trauma that many Bluelighters have experienced can easily be used as tool to help others break free from being afraid to speak out. If no one speaks out about these issues, they are bound to repeat themselves. I took a big risk to open up to Bluelight as much as I did the other day, and if I get interrogated, looked at as some absurdly insane creature, a attention whore, victim complex posterchild, supposed misandrist, ect...I will take it. The ends justify the means, and as long as I am here on Bluelight, I will continue to take risks in all that I say. I am not the type of gal to be appreciated, understood, or liked by everyone and that is alright. I am simply the type of gal who deep down inside, would love to change the world if she could, or at least leave a trail of inspiration, laughter, and courage.

This recognition of seeing the message behind the madness is what I live for. Thank you to those who see it. To those who do not—thank you as well. If it weren't for you, I wouldn't have a shot at the shortest and most questionable appreciation thread on Bluelight!
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Be authentic, be audacious, be aware.
I love you guys.
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it was easy to type because its true -
;-D

and i don't go around making these threads much either - it was simply put as has been received - such sincerity is not so easy to come by, so i figured id call you out!

<3
 
I always dig reading your posts, SOoO, you let us know who you are through your honesty and that person you are is pretty fucking awesome.

I admire your strength and endurance. Combine that with your smarts and 'foxy mama' ;-) appearance and I believe we are left with the total package

Definitely thread worthy! !!
 
Yes many great posts that are insightful and with a nice sense of humor. Good thread <3
 
I heard that god was going to drown the entire human race one day in a giant flood and then SoOo was born and he changed his mind. I also heard that global warming started on SoOo's 18 b-day because she was so freakn hot glaciers began to melt. And she is also the reason we have volcanoes too.

SoOo is simply, undeniably awesome. She is the prototypical perfect wife, perfect woman, perfect friend, perfect everything... I just wish we could clone her and ship a copy to NJ.
 
Flattery will not get you everywhere with me, but it will get you pretty damn close!
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Thank you again for the recognition! You guys rock!
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PS. Bo, I wouldn't go quite that far, but thank you for the hysterics!
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yeh, i've been appreciating SideOrder's postings for a while now. never been disappointed with the wisdoms I've found thereabouts... just get worried when I read she ain't happy or whatnot.
 
^ The last thing I would ever want is for anyone to be worried about me. If I could make it through everything I have in one piece, I can make it through most anything else.
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Also, excuse my lack of acceptance speeches this evening, haha. They have been replaced by colossal amounts my favourite emotion—genuine respect.
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