Hi.
I'm on day 2 of methadone (day clinic) treatment for a 300mg/day (on average) oxycodone habit. Forced into treatment as I was caught out by my doctor on Monday, started at the treatment on Tuesday by order and refusal to continue an opiate prescription (ie this or cold turkey). I have acute pancreatitis, which is medically classed as being on an equal to, or greater than pain level than childbirth. So I can't live without a lot of painkillers. Yesterday I got given 35mg in (10,15,10) increments throughout the day (9am-4pm) after WD assessment (physical - sweating, vomiting/intestinal cramping, lacrimation, rhinorrhea, pupil size, BP). I told them I don't drink. They breathalyzed me. 0.00. I told them I'd test positive for opiates and benzo's. They made me do a piss test. I tested positive for opiates and benzos. I felt a little sick, cold and sweaty all evening and night but nothing too horrible. I took 1mg of alprazolam at night to sleep. I told them this morning so they knew to take into account my blood pressure might be lower even if I'm WDing.
Today I got 35mg methadone at 10am. 10mg at 2pm and 0mg at 5pm (despite telling them I felt pukey and anxious). Tonight I feel very sick, have diarrhea and generally shitty mood. And I'm not getting methadone for a minimum of 15 hours (more like 16) when I get there tomorrow.
I really want to have a small dose of opiate to stop the suffering but don't wanna fuck up and end up getting less methadone tomorrow (although if I have anything tonight, I WILL tell them what, when and how much). Small doses as I have methadone in my system. Would 20mg of insufflated OxyContin still be in my system and make a difference in 15 hours? OR a fentanyl (1.5mg/ml, 10ml in 140 sprays) nasal spray? Or should I REALLY just try hard and bear through it until tomorrow? Maybe take some benzos to sleep but no opiates?
Help a guy out? We all know how hard withdrawal/detox etc can be.
I'm on day 2 of methadone (day clinic) treatment for a 300mg/day (on average) oxycodone habit. Forced into treatment as I was caught out by my doctor on Monday, started at the treatment on Tuesday by order and refusal to continue an opiate prescription (ie this or cold turkey). I have acute pancreatitis, which is medically classed as being on an equal to, or greater than pain level than childbirth. So I can't live without a lot of painkillers. Yesterday I got given 35mg in (10,15,10) increments throughout the day (9am-4pm) after WD assessment (physical - sweating, vomiting/intestinal cramping, lacrimation, rhinorrhea, pupil size, BP). I told them I don't drink. They breathalyzed me. 0.00. I told them I'd test positive for opiates and benzo's. They made me do a piss test. I tested positive for opiates and benzos. I felt a little sick, cold and sweaty all evening and night but nothing too horrible. I took 1mg of alprazolam at night to sleep. I told them this morning so they knew to take into account my blood pressure might be lower even if I'm WDing.
Today I got 35mg methadone at 10am. 10mg at 2pm and 0mg at 5pm (despite telling them I felt pukey and anxious). Tonight I feel very sick, have diarrhea and generally shitty mood. And I'm not getting methadone for a minimum of 15 hours (more like 16) when I get there tomorrow.
I really want to have a small dose of opiate to stop the suffering but don't wanna fuck up and end up getting less methadone tomorrow (although if I have anything tonight, I WILL tell them what, when and how much). Small doses as I have methadone in my system. Would 20mg of insufflated OxyContin still be in my system and make a difference in 15 hours? OR a fentanyl (1.5mg/ml, 10ml in 140 sprays) nasal spray? Or should I REALLY just try hard and bear through it until tomorrow? Maybe take some benzos to sleep but no opiates?
Help a guy out? We all know how hard withdrawal/detox etc can be.
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