I feel like i'm stuck in this horrible fucking life and no matter what, it will never get better. sad thing is,,,, it's just me. everyone else is fine. im exploding inside. id rip my hair out if i hadnt already shaved it off.=( was almost to my butt. first i took scissors taking it all the way to my chin. that lasted a couple months then after talking to myself all day, i decided for another change. shaved it. its growing back now, but shit i hope it grows back lol. i look worse now. like a fucking ugly ass butch w cancer.. well, i may have cancer which is the shitty part. but thats the least of my worries. I NEED TO FIND MYSELF! that bitch run off and left me with nothing but pain. im about to throw the towel in. i was never a quitter.... which is why i went through so much bc my dumb ass thought i could change the world lmao. fucking joke.
