Deep Sick of it all.

[Hylight]

 

[Juniper Bruhmomentius]

Interesting turn of events

 

[Juniper Bruhmomentius]

You gotta have atleast 5 alts on Bluelight rofl
Thats dedication man

 

[Captain.Heroin]

[deleted]

I can assure you Hylight is not my account.

Nothing you have said, ever or now, has hurt my feelings and I still think you are a cool person.

P.S. 2 hours ago I was asleep in bed. If you were an all-knowing being you'd be able to see me with my morning boner in my bed. I am very sorry you think Hylight is my alt. And honestly not offended, but kind of proud because I wish I could pretend to be a female like that. I can't.

 

[Juniper Bruhmomentius]

I can assure you Hylight is not my account.

Nothing you have said, ever or now, has hurt my feelings and I still think you are a cool person.

P.S. 2 hours ago I was asleep in bed. If you were an all-knowing being you'd be able to see me with my morning boner in my bed. I am very sorry you think Hylight is my alt. And honestly not offended, but kind of proud because I wish I could pretend to be a female like that. I can't.

Yeah, she isnt your alt. Sorry.

She posted the picture you posted with the tombstone.

Hylight please even try to use your schizophrenia for good. You wonder why Im clay? Alexa play more human than human

 

[Juniper Bruhmomentius]

Thanks to the deleter

 

[cduggles]

you with your alts

Alts are not allowed in the BLUA. Staff, in particular, are strongly discouraged from having alts.

 

[Shady's Fox]

Poor cap.. what he was, what he became, some people don't respect their names and music.

 

[Juniper Bruhmomentius]

Im incomplete until I have pissed on you ? ?

 

[Captain.Heroin]

Yeah, she isnt your alt. Sorry.

She posted the picture you posted with the tombstone.

Hylight please even try to use your schizophrenia for good. You wonder why Im clay? Alexa play more human than human

She tends to re-posts pictures I posts that she likes, sometimes cropping/resizing them. I don't think there's any harm or malevolence behind her posts.

Im incomplete until I have pissed on you

hot

 

[Hylight]

good intentions
that turn into the paved
cobblestones
that are are artifact
of genius that preserves
the passion of brilliance
to make its foundation
in the mystery of hope
and the mystery of what also
gets abandoned with time
and never forgotten in
the solid heart of existence
in the creation of strengths meaning
and warmth that once could be what
was worth living at all for does and did exist.
a foundation of happiness that is on,the surface
that some will never really be understood from
the inside yet the exhibition presentation and reflection is quite evidence and proof indeed of the existence.
that there is but a powerful creation of
it all yet in itself. really now.


edit: or something beautiful like that was;
not this.

 

[Hylight]

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[Juniper Bruhmomentius]

The drugs finally came
and I can shit again
beyond the toilet lies madness
so ill shit on waters face

Tell me whom is Marilyn
and whom Manson
cause the postman took my drugs
and on Bluelight asked for ransom

I need to die already
so I go to a public pool
jump in the water naked
electrocute myself with old nokia phone

Its funny I saw me as fake
like I was only a lie just like the cake
now I get it Im real as fuck, have fun with your rage shake
my power levels only going up like a army of snowflakes

Im the defendor of people
who are weak or mentally ill
I fight against psychopaths and abusers like I should
even an alt-wrong army couldnt fucking take me down

 

[Hylight]

SHARON. . . . .
i'm on the pot

and and and i'm high on some shit ! ♡

 

[Hylight]

Every
Moment
Is A
Fresh
Beginning .
And
Until Then. ♡​

 

[Juniper Bruhmomentius]

I feel deep joy in embracing my impending death. Why fight a battle you know you cannot win? It's a freeing feeling. You stop thinking anxiety provoking thoughts and begin to just enjoy the perceptions you're experiencing. Sit back and enjoy; you're worth it.

Accepting death gives power in a way. I for years feared death, but its indeed freeing feeling to accept it.

 

[Juniper Bruhmomentius]

Clearly your xone doesnt give you a roof
cause you come at me with evidential proof
I cant even change? thats the name of the game
I love blaming you cause its me whos to blame

Stop fucking stalking me, I cant drink all that jugular blood
I will only mentally stab you cause thats what Im good at
I have nothing against you just Fucking already leave me be

 

[Juniper Bruhmomentius]

great lines

 

[Juniper Bruhmomentius]

Most propable of of all propabilities
I will accept it at face value.

 

[Juniper Bruhmomentius]

Im a living mental illness
why cant I just die
reality is weird for me
so dont mind when I lie
I dont want or need to
just gotta escape this place
cause even people online can fucking
control my mind