Mommabear213
Greenlighter
- Joined
- Jan 4, 2016
- Messages
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Hi there, I'm new here, we'll, new to posting. I stumbled across this site and found it to be very helpful and uplifting. I'm on my 2nd day clean. Started on H, sober for for 7 years, then a bad car accident put me on of oxys. My roller coaster started all over again. A friend turned me onto subs a year ago. So basically I switched from one drug to another. I just want my life back. I used to be happy, go lucky and now, nothing. No hobbies, no interest, I just exist. I wanna live. Experience, meet new people. Go places,and I know this will never happen with a beast on my back. I always just sat back, and watched other people live. Well, no more. I'm done feeling sorry for myself. I've deleted certain numbers and looked up women's meetings bear me. Once I'm over this hump, I'll be attending. I've been reading bluelight for almost a year, and it has truly helped me. I'm alone here in my struggle but not anymore. Thanks to this site and knowing there's people like me all over, I don't feel alone anymore. I appreciate any and all comments and am looking forward to meeting new people on my new journey. Thanks
