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Shrooms - first time - alone

ShamaLamaDingDong

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This was a few months ago. I've wanted to post it but never got around to it.

I received an 1/8 of shrooms from my usual MDMA dealer. He said it was free, i never trust the free stuff. So i was going to do it by myself because, if this stuff turns out sour or what have you, i don't want to bring anyone else in on it.

I ate my shrooms straight. I don't see how they taste bad, these seemed to have NO taste. I laid down in my completely dark cave(bedroom/closet). I don't know how much time went on before anything started. I was laying there in complete darkness then i started to hear a hum. But the hum grew and shrunk in intensity in a beat similar to a heart. I came to the realization that it WAS my heart beat. Then as the of the HUM grew louder my heart beat picked up, so did the beat of the humming. It peaking with a loud PING. then a few smaller pings in time with the beat i was hearing. That first ping shot me straight up out of my bed. I was looking around to try and figure out what made that noise. Then i remrememberedate shrooms, so that answered my question.

At this point i got up and headed for the bathroom. The amount of time it took to get to the bathroom could have been an hour or so, or 30 seconds. I got in there and looked at my wallpaper. My wallpaper consists of verticle vines and colums of hearts. And as i looked at it, i saw the vines moving up the wall like a conveyer, and the hearts slidding down the wall at about the same speed. This kept my attention for a few seconds.

I then haistily threw off my cloths and jumped in the shower. I seem to like showering while i'm intoxicated, whether it be on E, shrooms, stoned, or just drunk. I get in the shower and have a bitch of a time getting the water the right temp. Once the waters nice and hot i start looking around. I have a plain, clear, plastic shower curtain on my little 3 by 3 foot stall shower. I could make out the faces of women talking in the steam and droplets of water forming on the curtain. I look at teh shwoer itself and see the droplets of water moving UP the walls, coutner to gravity. A small pipe is exposed and runs the length of teh middle of the roof of my shower, it often collects water then drop its, near freezing, back on me. Given enough time int eh shower the drops started falling on me. That damn pipe was doing it on purpose, and i was gonna let him know it. So i proceded to YELL at the inch wide pipe running above me. With a few more minuets of having artic like waters dropping on me, i exited the shower.

I dried off and got some clothes on. I grabbed the blanket i had sitting on the direr outside my bathroom door. I threw it over me like i was an ameba, or ghost. The radio in my room had turned on while i was in the shower. So in complete darkness, covered with a blanket, i make my way to my room. During this journey i NEVER let a peice of me off the wall. I was afraid i would lose my way and never find my room.

I followed the music to my room and laid down and turned up the radio. I listened for about 5 songs. I got up because i couldnt stand hearing all these songs written for me. EVERY single song that played had such a deep meaning for me, it was impossible that the artists did not write these songs with me and only me in mind. I was phreaked!

Towards the end of my trip i go out and start playing Kingdom Hearts on Ps2. And for those of you who don't know, its a Final Fantasy meets Disney game. I loaded my game, i was in the Little Mermaid world. My charcater takes on the attributes of a merman. For the life of me i don't remember having a controller. I seriously though i was swimming through the ocean with Sebastion and Ariel. I had beaten that world before my trip ended, but i don't remeber ever touching the controller. In my mind, i had fins and a sword.

And after all that, for a week or two i had a TERRIBLE taste in my mouth that i couldnt rid myself of. Thanks for reading. -M
 
Thanx for sharing, i still don't know if i want to trip once alone. On one hand it's looks funny but i you feel not so good there is no one to talk to.
 
i agree i dont think i would like to trip alone. sometimes i go away from the group of people i am with, but i dont think i could handle being alone the whole time.
 
Nice trip report :) Thanks for sharing your experience.

Cheers,
JonnY!
 
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