[Date]: Mar 25, 2003
[Type]: P. Cubensis Mushrooms
[Time]: 4:20 pm >=)
[Mindset]: Read and willing. Excited
[Setting]: At home and at a public park.
[Dose]: 1/8th ounce
This is my first post, but i've been a reader of BL for a few months. I had acquired about half an ounce of dried mushrooms from a friend of a friend. I kept two 1/8ths and the rest were given to some friends of mine. I had done shrooms once before on Christmas day. I did them while my ex girlfriend julie, watched me. We were together for 2 years, but then broke up about 8 months ago.
+0:00. We were at my house finishing up having some late lunch before my trip. Shortly after, i began chewing the mushrooms along with an apple. I watched television for a while to pass the time.
+0:45.
Nothing. I was not even buzzed at all yet. Maybe slightly light headed, but nothing special. I suspect that the mushrooms are taking longer than expected to hit me because i had just had something to eat.
+0:50.
We were supposed to meet my friends up at the park to chill and maybe play basketball. I mainly wanted to head to the park because i had never experienced the mushrooms around "nature" before. So julie started driving me to the park in her car, while i was chilling in the passenger seat. As we passed by this lady wearing a full black dress, i got a mental flash that she was Death. I told julie and she just laffed at me. At this point, colors seemed to be more vibrant, and everything seemed to give out a "fluffy", or mildly blurry feeling to it.
+0:55
Julie got an idea to take some pictures, so she took me to one of those instant picture machines in an asian plaza. We took some pictures and that was that, and headed back to her car to goto the park. While i was sitting in the passenger seat i stared at the white wall ahead of me. I noticed soemthing strange and quickly asked "hey, what color is that wall over there?!?!" She replied "uh. its white of course." The wall was slowly tinting yellow and light red. This was very strange to me, because i hadnt experienced any color changes in my previous trip.
+1:25
It takes us forever to find parking because it seems like everyone was at the park that day to play ball. Their seemed to be a little league game going on too. Once we found parking i asked if we could stay in the car for a little bit. I started to get more visuals and the mushrooms starting hitting me FAST.
+1:30
I was gone. With the ambient music playing in her car we started talking and i just started tripping out. The colors were amazing. Everything was pretty much changing colors. It would change from yellow, to red, orange, and then small hints of green. I was amazed! We were still in her car, and she had her sunroof opened. As i looked up, i saw branches and leaves of the tree that was in front of where we had parked. The leaves were mesmorizing! They looked very three dimensional, and semi robotic like. The pattern they seemed to have formed was very surreal and gave off an industrial like feeling.
I started looking around all over, and their happened to be a tree and a small patch of grass around it, right in front of us. I stared at the tree as it changed colors. Next thing i knew, i felt as if the tree was talking to me. Not the tree itself, but the spirit of the mushrooms i had taken. I could have sworn i saw tiny mushrooms all over the patch of grass around the tree. It seemed as if the spirit of the mushrooms were telling me "everything is going to be okay." And it was also asking me how i enjoyed the experience so far. I tried to explain this to julie, but it seemed like the tree told me not to. It told me that this was something she would have to experience on her own, and that i could not tell her. So naturally when she asked what i was tripping on w/ the tree, i said "..I cant tell you..." Of course this confused her. All these emotions and thoughts started pouring into my head. It was difficult to take in so much, in such a small amount of time. The feelings overwhelmed my heart and mind, but i was able to stay in control.
+2:00
We got out of the car and started walking down towards the park. By now the sun has gone down and it was dark out. The lighting in the park was so nice. This is about the time i started to get very deep emotionally. I noticed all the other couples and paired up people in the park enjoying their time, and it made me happy. I noticed the little children running around having fun, and it made me very happy. I started thinking of the concept of family, and friends. I realized how much i cared for each and every single person in my life, and how miserable i've been for the past 8 months without julie being there.
We talked around the park, while i was taking everything in. Byt this time, practically everything was breathing and flowing around! Things happened so fast i didnt know what to say. It was hard for me to articulate, but everything i was feeling was very nice and refreshing. I saw a side of the park i had never seen before, and it was mind blowing. We sat down at a bench and started talking. About everything. I love talking to her because as wierd as it sounds, as deep as i am on mushrooms, she's already that deep without having to use them. We have very intelectual conversations and she always seems to know what i'm trying to say when i cant articulate.
So after a while, i brought the topic about "us" up. And how she saw us. She dodge the question for a bit and i asked her how she felt about getting back together. She had the biggest smile i've ever seen, and her cheeks were glowing so red. She seemed very happy of the idea, because through these 8 months we've had alot of drama, and at times we thought we couldnt even be friends anymore. So after that we reconciled out relationship. We were both so happy.
+3:00.
We continued to talk, and i continued to trip pretty hard. It came as a surprise to me how much stronger this trip was than my previous one. As i staired towards the ground, i could see the grass split up into "groups" or patches, and swirled around. I could have swore that i was watching the grass grow!! hehe
The night skyitself changed colors subtlely. From black, to dark blue, and even some hints of yellow and red. It was gorgeous. The starts shined so bright, and the trees around the area that were reflecting light from the sadium lights were magnificiant. I cant even put into works how this made me feel. It was just all so breath taking. At that point i totally understood why everyone says you should do shrooms in nature.
+3:15
My friends were due to arrive at any minute, but for some reason i kept thinking that other people were my friends. Like people passing by in their cars, i kept thinking were my friends. It was very strange, i felt as if i knew alot of people at the park.
+3:30
my friends finally arrive and greet me and julie. Only 2 of them had shown, so we were waiting for another. At this point i had a hard time remembering what my 3rd friend looked like, and the association between his face and name sometimes confused me.
+3:50
My third friend finally showed up, and we walked towards the basketball courts. There were so many ballers at the park that day. I sat down at a bench while we all watching a group of people play ball. This is where it all went to hell...
+4:30
we had been sitting there watching people play ball. My friends were talking shit to each other while i was in my own world. For some reason i began to think that they were talking shit about me. But i didnt care, because i knew this had something to do with the drugs, and it was probably all in my head.
Next thing i knew, i started associating people at the basketball court with people that i knew in my life. Everything began to get really confusing, and i kept associating everybody at the park with people with everyone in the whole world. I seemed to think that the whole world only consisted of people in this park, and that everywhere i went, i would see a slight variation in these people. It sounds wierd, i know... I cant even fully explain it myself, but it seemed to make sense at the time.
+5:00
My friends had gone to play a pickup game right in front of me. I knew that i was in no condition to be playing basketball so i stayed on the bench with julie. After a while i started getting paranoid. I started thinking that since i was not playing it made me less of a man, and i started getting uncomfortable. I wanted to head home, and i began to get very tired.
+5:15
I tell julie that i wanna leave, and she said okay. We started walking towards the car, and she asked me for the keys (i was holding them.) At this point, i had a VERY hard time reaching into my pockets, and pulling out whatever contents i was being asked for (keys.) I kept dropping each and every single thing i had in my pocket on the floor, and julie had to collect them for me, and place them back in my hand. When i tried to put them back in my pocket, i failed repeatedly.
+5:20
We finally get in the car, and head home. This is where everything went chaotic. I only remember bits and pieces, bit i began to think that everything around me was fake. Everything being said, or all the situations being put in front of me were things of my imagination, so i didnt take them so seriously.
+?
?
I get home and julie gets me to my room. My brother was on the computer and i began yelling at him for some odd reason, and i fell into bed. Julie layed with me, and next thing i know, i hear my cell phone ringing. It was one of my friends from the park. At this point i started coming down.
~11:20 PM :: +7:00 hrs
This is when i came back in touch with reality. I came down and everything made sense again. I remember julie was dead asleep from being so tired of taking care of me. I called my friends and asked what happened while i was leaving, and started telling them how i dont really remember everything. At this point julie woke up and i saw her cryin.
I asked her what was wrong, and she wouldnt answer. I knew it was cause of something i said to my friends. I figured it out and reassured her that what i had told her that day wasnt said because i was so messed up. What i said was from the bottom of my heart, and i meant every word of it.
Afterwards she felt alot better, and i asked what had happened when i got home. She told me i went "crazy" and started rambling like a mad man. And that i kept saying things really fast and i told her stuff that i didnt mean to. Things of which i kept to myself, about how jealous i was of her and this other guy i knew, because they hung out at times. And things about my friends that i think about. I have NO recalection at all about having these conversations with her. She said i started yelling at my brother, and then he left the room. She also said that on the car ride home, i kept grabbing her hand and and saying tings like "I feel like i'm goign to die!"
We talked a little bit, and both fell asleep. I felt like a million bucks the next morning. Everything was refreshing, and i seemed to have different outlooks on different things in life.
I'm so glad she was their to take care of me through all of this. Everything is okay now, and i do not regret taking the mushrooms one bit. I learned so much about so many things in this past experience and i plan to trip again sometime in the summer. I just hope that i dont "black out" again, and have no clue what happened to 2 hours.
Their was ALOT more that happened during my trip, but it would be physically impossible for me to document it all because i would practically be writing a book, but this is the best i can do for right now.
[Type]: P. Cubensis Mushrooms
[Time]: 4:20 pm >=)
[Mindset]: Read and willing. Excited
[Setting]: At home and at a public park.
[Dose]: 1/8th ounce
This is my first post, but i've been a reader of BL for a few months. I had acquired about half an ounce of dried mushrooms from a friend of a friend. I kept two 1/8ths and the rest were given to some friends of mine. I had done shrooms once before on Christmas day. I did them while my ex girlfriend julie, watched me. We were together for 2 years, but then broke up about 8 months ago.
+0:00. We were at my house finishing up having some late lunch before my trip. Shortly after, i began chewing the mushrooms along with an apple. I watched television for a while to pass the time.
+0:45.
Nothing. I was not even buzzed at all yet. Maybe slightly light headed, but nothing special. I suspect that the mushrooms are taking longer than expected to hit me because i had just had something to eat.
+0:50.
We were supposed to meet my friends up at the park to chill and maybe play basketball. I mainly wanted to head to the park because i had never experienced the mushrooms around "nature" before. So julie started driving me to the park in her car, while i was chilling in the passenger seat. As we passed by this lady wearing a full black dress, i got a mental flash that she was Death. I told julie and she just laffed at me. At this point, colors seemed to be more vibrant, and everything seemed to give out a "fluffy", or mildly blurry feeling to it.
+0:55
Julie got an idea to take some pictures, so she took me to one of those instant picture machines in an asian plaza. We took some pictures and that was that, and headed back to her car to goto the park. While i was sitting in the passenger seat i stared at the white wall ahead of me. I noticed soemthing strange and quickly asked "hey, what color is that wall over there?!?!" She replied "uh. its white of course." The wall was slowly tinting yellow and light red. This was very strange to me, because i hadnt experienced any color changes in my previous trip.
+1:25
It takes us forever to find parking because it seems like everyone was at the park that day to play ball. Their seemed to be a little league game going on too. Once we found parking i asked if we could stay in the car for a little bit. I started to get more visuals and the mushrooms starting hitting me FAST.
+1:30
I was gone. With the ambient music playing in her car we started talking and i just started tripping out. The colors were amazing. Everything was pretty much changing colors. It would change from yellow, to red, orange, and then small hints of green. I was amazed! We were still in her car, and she had her sunroof opened. As i looked up, i saw branches and leaves of the tree that was in front of where we had parked. The leaves were mesmorizing! They looked very three dimensional, and semi robotic like. The pattern they seemed to have formed was very surreal and gave off an industrial like feeling.
I started looking around all over, and their happened to be a tree and a small patch of grass around it, right in front of us. I stared at the tree as it changed colors. Next thing i knew, i felt as if the tree was talking to me. Not the tree itself, but the spirit of the mushrooms i had taken. I could have sworn i saw tiny mushrooms all over the patch of grass around the tree. It seemed as if the spirit of the mushrooms were telling me "everything is going to be okay." And it was also asking me how i enjoyed the experience so far. I tried to explain this to julie, but it seemed like the tree told me not to. It told me that this was something she would have to experience on her own, and that i could not tell her. So naturally when she asked what i was tripping on w/ the tree, i said "..I cant tell you..." Of course this confused her. All these emotions and thoughts started pouring into my head. It was difficult to take in so much, in such a small amount of time. The feelings overwhelmed my heart and mind, but i was able to stay in control.
+2:00
We got out of the car and started walking down towards the park. By now the sun has gone down and it was dark out. The lighting in the park was so nice. This is about the time i started to get very deep emotionally. I noticed all the other couples and paired up people in the park enjoying their time, and it made me happy. I noticed the little children running around having fun, and it made me very happy. I started thinking of the concept of family, and friends. I realized how much i cared for each and every single person in my life, and how miserable i've been for the past 8 months without julie being there.
We talked around the park, while i was taking everything in. Byt this time, practically everything was breathing and flowing around! Things happened so fast i didnt know what to say. It was hard for me to articulate, but everything i was feeling was very nice and refreshing. I saw a side of the park i had never seen before, and it was mind blowing. We sat down at a bench and started talking. About everything. I love talking to her because as wierd as it sounds, as deep as i am on mushrooms, she's already that deep without having to use them. We have very intelectual conversations and she always seems to know what i'm trying to say when i cant articulate.
So after a while, i brought the topic about "us" up. And how she saw us. She dodge the question for a bit and i asked her how she felt about getting back together. She had the biggest smile i've ever seen, and her cheeks were glowing so red. She seemed very happy of the idea, because through these 8 months we've had alot of drama, and at times we thought we couldnt even be friends anymore. So after that we reconciled out relationship. We were both so happy.
+3:00.
We continued to talk, and i continued to trip pretty hard. It came as a surprise to me how much stronger this trip was than my previous one. As i staired towards the ground, i could see the grass split up into "groups" or patches, and swirled around. I could have swore that i was watching the grass grow!! hehe
The night skyitself changed colors subtlely. From black, to dark blue, and even some hints of yellow and red. It was gorgeous. The starts shined so bright, and the trees around the area that were reflecting light from the sadium lights were magnificiant. I cant even put into works how this made me feel. It was just all so breath taking. At that point i totally understood why everyone says you should do shrooms in nature.
+3:15
My friends were due to arrive at any minute, but for some reason i kept thinking that other people were my friends. Like people passing by in their cars, i kept thinking were my friends. It was very strange, i felt as if i knew alot of people at the park.
+3:30
my friends finally arrive and greet me and julie. Only 2 of them had shown, so we were waiting for another. At this point i had a hard time remembering what my 3rd friend looked like, and the association between his face and name sometimes confused me.
+3:50
My third friend finally showed up, and we walked towards the basketball courts. There were so many ballers at the park that day. I sat down at a bench while we all watching a group of people play ball. This is where it all went to hell...
+4:30
we had been sitting there watching people play ball. My friends were talking shit to each other while i was in my own world. For some reason i began to think that they were talking shit about me. But i didnt care, because i knew this had something to do with the drugs, and it was probably all in my head.
Next thing i knew, i started associating people at the basketball court with people that i knew in my life. Everything began to get really confusing, and i kept associating everybody at the park with people with everyone in the whole world. I seemed to think that the whole world only consisted of people in this park, and that everywhere i went, i would see a slight variation in these people. It sounds wierd, i know... I cant even fully explain it myself, but it seemed to make sense at the time.
+5:00
My friends had gone to play a pickup game right in front of me. I knew that i was in no condition to be playing basketball so i stayed on the bench with julie. After a while i started getting paranoid. I started thinking that since i was not playing it made me less of a man, and i started getting uncomfortable. I wanted to head home, and i began to get very tired.
+5:15
I tell julie that i wanna leave, and she said okay. We started walking towards the car, and she asked me for the keys (i was holding them.) At this point, i had a VERY hard time reaching into my pockets, and pulling out whatever contents i was being asked for (keys.) I kept dropping each and every single thing i had in my pocket on the floor, and julie had to collect them for me, and place them back in my hand. When i tried to put them back in my pocket, i failed repeatedly.
+5:20
We finally get in the car, and head home. This is where everything went chaotic. I only remember bits and pieces, bit i began to think that everything around me was fake. Everything being said, or all the situations being put in front of me were things of my imagination, so i didnt take them so seriously.
+?
?I get home and julie gets me to my room. My brother was on the computer and i began yelling at him for some odd reason, and i fell into bed. Julie layed with me, and next thing i know, i hear my cell phone ringing. It was one of my friends from the park. At this point i started coming down.
~11:20 PM :: +7:00 hrs
This is when i came back in touch with reality. I came down and everything made sense again. I remember julie was dead asleep from being so tired of taking care of me. I called my friends and asked what happened while i was leaving, and started telling them how i dont really remember everything. At this point julie woke up and i saw her cryin.
I asked her what was wrong, and she wouldnt answer. I knew it was cause of something i said to my friends. I figured it out and reassured her that what i had told her that day wasnt said because i was so messed up. What i said was from the bottom of my heart, and i meant every word of it.
Afterwards she felt alot better, and i asked what had happened when i got home. She told me i went "crazy" and started rambling like a mad man. And that i kept saying things really fast and i told her stuff that i didnt mean to. Things of which i kept to myself, about how jealous i was of her and this other guy i knew, because they hung out at times. And things about my friends that i think about. I have NO recalection at all about having these conversations with her. She said i started yelling at my brother, and then he left the room. She also said that on the car ride home, i kept grabbing her hand and and saying tings like "I feel like i'm goign to die!"
We talked a little bit, and both fell asleep. I felt like a million bucks the next morning. Everything was refreshing, and i seemed to have different outlooks on different things in life.
I'm so glad she was their to take care of me through all of this. Everything is okay now, and i do not regret taking the mushrooms one bit. I learned so much about so many things in this past experience and i plan to trip again sometime in the summer. I just hope that i dont "black out" again, and have no clue what happened to 2 hours.
Their was ALOT more that happened during my trip, but it would be physically impossible for me to document it all because i would practically be writing a book, but this is the best i can do for right now.
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