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Should I take ecstasy with Depersonalization??

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So basically like a year and a couple months ago I had two subsequent bad trips on LSD and they left me a little srewy. About 2 months after the bad trips I got hit with deperealization then about 4 months after that I got hit with Depersonalization and I've had it ever since. So since early to mid June I've been dissociated 24/7. I basically ceased all intoxication after that save getting drunk a few times, smoking weed a handful of times, and rolling once. So there's a pretty big festival coming up towards the end of April(snip) and I was thinking about rolling to maybe instill some positive vibes in my psyche and just have a good time. Initially I had a lot of weird body tensions/sensations that remained after the bad trips but they've subdued gradually over time and I think a positive roll could set my mind straight. So what do you guys think?? Would you roll in my situation or continue to remain sober and wait things out?? Thanks in advance for any advice.
 
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Well it kind of depends...

if this is just going to be another roll for you (I would assume so since its at a festie..), than it will probably just be make it worse for a while. If you use it as a tool for therapy however (for this, you NEED pure MDMA and proper breaks), you could break the cycle your in now
 
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