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  • TDS Moderators: AlphaMethylPhenyl | paranoid android

Should I Or Shouldnt I?

Yeah, it's true. Your in a fortunate position: it's a choice for you. My girlfriend wanted to smoke h back in the day to see what it feels like. I wasn't happy about it ( cos I didn't have enough for myself. Ha!) so I made sure I told her how addictive it is and the nature of withdrawal. She tried it once or twice. I find if you respect the drug, and know that whatever the drug gives you, that's exactly what the drug will take away from you, then your going into it with your eyes open.
 
One of my closest friends has fallen into serious opiate addiction and after several years his wife adopted the same "Well if he can do it, so can I..." attitude. This decision on her part only compounded exponentially their mutual misery. It ultimately made an already difficult situation even more complicated, and brought her down to his level so that her pleading for him to stop no longer carried any weight since she herself was using, and was dependent on him to provide her with pills just to avoid w/d.

It's easy and quite normal for someone in your situation to think this way, but don't lower yourself to that level. Being curious about drugs is one thing; using them as a tool for getting even with an addict is another.
 
Yeah this entire situation/relationship sounds like treading on some serious thin ice. Tread lightly, but don't be tricked by his BS. It sounds to me like he is just blowing you off and not taking it seriously, and there are some opiate addicts out there that simply do not really care about ever quitting......sad, but true.

I actually started abusing opiates with an ex GF.......I know all about this road, if you start doing them too then all hell will break loose, it is basically a matter of fact. But if it is simple curiosity that you want to try them......didn't you already say you have tried them before and didn't like them? If you force yourself to take drugs you don't enjoy that is also twisted.

I just see a kind of one sided thing emerging here, its a shame but it is often this way in relationships where opiates are present, especially with younger people.
 
No...

The first time I tried them it lead to a 2 1/2 year addiction- it started out "small"- vicodin, Percocet, OC, to eventually me IVing hydromorphone. It's something I wouldn't even wish on an enemy... It destroyed so many relationships I had.
 
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