met her on bluelight.
five years older than me, kind of crazy, kind of smart, sexy as hell.
she asked for a shot of meth, she couldn't hit herself and hadn't shot in a year.
i made our shot, asked her to put music on.
she put on tom petty, held her soft, pale, arm straight across my lap.
registered. pushed the plunger down, watched her eyes get big, her skin flush, and she began to speak in the cutest voice and in that moment she was the most gorgeous creature i'd ever laid eyes on.
i injected myself, we talked frantically excitedly, and she asked me to kiss her.
and our lips were dry and i've never kissed a girl on meth. it's hard.
but it was the most beautiful kiss.
it was nothing sick and depraved like what usually would have happened on meth.
it was heartfelt and rapturous and when i was done i rushed and stared in to her eyes in awe of her beauty.
i love her.
five years older than me, kind of crazy, kind of smart, sexy as hell.
she asked for a shot of meth, she couldn't hit herself and hadn't shot in a year.
i made our shot, asked her to put music on.
she put on tom petty, held her soft, pale, arm straight across my lap.
registered. pushed the plunger down, watched her eyes get big, her skin flush, and she began to speak in the cutest voice and in that moment she was the most gorgeous creature i'd ever laid eyes on.
i injected myself, we talked frantically excitedly, and she asked me to kiss her.
and our lips were dry and i've never kissed a girl on meth. it's hard.
but it was the most beautiful kiss.
it was nothing sick and depraved like what usually would have happened on meth.
it was heartfelt and rapturous and when i was done i rushed and stared in to her eyes in awe of her beauty.
i love her.
