been smoking h on an off for about 3 months, and oxy for a few years. I couldn't get high any more, I got some needles and shot a p2 I feel into a trance. It was a good feeling, but almost too much. I ended up puking. I wanted to try one more time, and I shot a p1 4 hours later. Still new with needles I'm pretty sure I missed, since my arm is all bruised and discolored where I injected the second time.
I feel asleep for 14 hours, and knew I had enough, I wasn't doing heroin any more. I got that first rush, and that was enough for me.
When I woke up I got food, took a shower and some buddies and I were going on a road trip. Halfway thru the trip one pulls out a glass pipe. I hit it a few times, I had tried it once before but smoked heroin 20 minutes later and felt good, and not strung out and my pupils looked to be a normal size.
We end up smoking all night from 11pm-11am, when I took my last few hits at 11am. I was walking on clouds. I get home and have to go to work. I look in the mirror and my pupils are bigger than I've ever seen them, and I have light coloured eyes. I wanted to smoke some heroin to get my pupils to look normal but I just went to work after being awake for 24 hours at this point and not eating anything. My chest hurts, my jaw is sore and I can only open it half way, my lips are all chewed up, and I've been putting carmax on them.
Work is hard, I'm stumbling on my words, my hands are shaking, and I have very rapid eye movement that I can't control, and the muscles in my feet are randomly tensing up. I deal with alot of customers face to face, and I had to figure out a way not to make eye contact. I get home around 10pm I look in the mirror and my pupils are still HUGE. It's been 29 hours since I slept and 11 hours from my last dosage and 29 hours since I had anything to eat. Also during the night I consumed half a bottle of rum (1/2 of 750ml bottle)
I choked down a meal replacement shake, pooped and climbed into bed. I actually fell asleep for 3 hours, I woke up ate some peanut butter (really hard I have terrible dry mouth) drank a glass of water and a glass of milk. I drank water all day at work. I looked in the mirror and my pupils are still huge, and my heart rate is racing and this is 15 hours since the last dosage, and my penis won't get hard.
I don't know what to do, I have to wake up for class in 5 hours, I go to school for 5 hours then have work for another 6 hours.
here is the list of my dosages, approx:
10pm slit .4 between 2 people
11pm split .5 between 4 people
12pm split .6 between 2 people
1:30 split .5 between 2 people
3:30 smoked .3 to myself
10:30-11:00 smoked .6 to myself
Heroin wont put me to sleep unless I shoot it, otherwise it kinda gives me energy and restless, and I don't want to shoot any more drugs.
Weed makes me sick, like gives me the flu the following day so I'm not going to smoke that. I just want my pupils to go back to normal, I can deal with everything else, but it's a dead giveaway that I'm on something when my pupils are so big.
I know one of the symptoms getting off the H is dilated pupils, but my pupils are as big as my eye and I have a light blue/hazel ring around this huge black pupil. and I've quit h and opiates many times and my pupils have never been this big.
And apparently this is the best crystal around, but holy bananas I want to come back down. How?
I feel asleep for 14 hours, and knew I had enough, I wasn't doing heroin any more. I got that first rush, and that was enough for me.
When I woke up I got food, took a shower and some buddies and I were going on a road trip. Halfway thru the trip one pulls out a glass pipe. I hit it a few times, I had tried it once before but smoked heroin 20 minutes later and felt good, and not strung out and my pupils looked to be a normal size.
We end up smoking all night from 11pm-11am, when I took my last few hits at 11am. I was walking on clouds. I get home and have to go to work. I look in the mirror and my pupils are bigger than I've ever seen them, and I have light coloured eyes. I wanted to smoke some heroin to get my pupils to look normal but I just went to work after being awake for 24 hours at this point and not eating anything. My chest hurts, my jaw is sore and I can only open it half way, my lips are all chewed up, and I've been putting carmax on them.
Work is hard, I'm stumbling on my words, my hands are shaking, and I have very rapid eye movement that I can't control, and the muscles in my feet are randomly tensing up. I deal with alot of customers face to face, and I had to figure out a way not to make eye contact. I get home around 10pm I look in the mirror and my pupils are still HUGE. It's been 29 hours since I slept and 11 hours from my last dosage and 29 hours since I had anything to eat. Also during the night I consumed half a bottle of rum (1/2 of 750ml bottle)
I choked down a meal replacement shake, pooped and climbed into bed. I actually fell asleep for 3 hours, I woke up ate some peanut butter (really hard I have terrible dry mouth) drank a glass of water and a glass of milk. I drank water all day at work. I looked in the mirror and my pupils are still huge, and my heart rate is racing and this is 15 hours since the last dosage, and my penis won't get hard.
I don't know what to do, I have to wake up for class in 5 hours, I go to school for 5 hours then have work for another 6 hours.
here is the list of my dosages, approx:
10pm slit .4 between 2 people
11pm split .5 between 4 people
12pm split .6 between 2 people
1:30 split .5 between 2 people
3:30 smoked .3 to myself
10:30-11:00 smoked .6 to myself
Heroin wont put me to sleep unless I shoot it, otherwise it kinda gives me energy and restless, and I don't want to shoot any more drugs.
Weed makes me sick, like gives me the flu the following day so I'm not going to smoke that. I just want my pupils to go back to normal, I can deal with everything else, but it's a dead giveaway that I'm on something when my pupils are so big.
I know one of the symptoms getting off the H is dilated pupils, but my pupils are as big as my eye and I have a light blue/hazel ring around this huge black pupil. and I've quit h and opiates many times and my pupils have never been this big.
And apparently this is the best crystal around, but holy bananas I want to come back down. How?
you put the needle down, and silently you, and everyone you know will thank you. you will save yourself alot of trouble, just remember that. the needle brings alot more with it than just 2 caps.