Hey,
Today is a new day, feeling pretty optimistic about what's been going on here lately. Was able to help a good friend of mine with abunch of my old cloths because he went to jail n his landlord gave all of his shit away,so my friend had only what he was wearing last night when he got outa jail. I felt bad because i've been in the same exact boat (but without any pants and 200 miles from home), so i hooked him up with some jeans,socks,tshirts,undies,and a hoody. Thats what it's about, helping him brought me outa self and was able to help a fellow brother. I left the meeting place with a smile on my face, and considering whats been going on, i could really care less. today i have some work to do so i'll make it short, going to call a few places about a job, and if that doesnt work out im not gonna let it bust my stride, i starting believe in "god things", for example, the whole roofing thing didnt work out, so it wasn't ment to be, I'm keeping all of the negative shit out, and just keeping the good vibes in.
cant say whats going to happen later, but jft i dont have to use to feel good, i know this by experience. I'm going on 2ish weeks clean, have to go a minute at a time sometimes, and a day at a time. using dope didnt even cross my mind yesterday, and nor will it today, im better then that shit.
Today is a new day, feeling pretty optimistic about what's been going on here lately. Was able to help a good friend of mine with abunch of my old cloths because he went to jail n his landlord gave all of his shit away,so my friend had only what he was wearing last night when he got outa jail. I felt bad because i've been in the same exact boat (but without any pants and 200 miles from home), so i hooked him up with some jeans,socks,tshirts,undies,and a hoody. Thats what it's about, helping him brought me outa self and was able to help a fellow brother. I left the meeting place with a smile on my face, and considering whats been going on, i could really care less. today i have some work to do so i'll make it short, going to call a few places about a job, and if that doesnt work out im not gonna let it bust my stride, i starting believe in "god things", for example, the whole roofing thing didnt work out, so it wasn't ment to be, I'm keeping all of the negative shit out, and just keeping the good vibes in.
cant say whats going to happen later, but jft i dont have to use to feel good, i know this by experience. I'm going on 2ish weeks clean, have to go a minute at a time sometimes, and a day at a time. using dope didnt even cross my mind yesterday, and nor will it today, im better then that shit.
