Shoelace Vs His Step Mum

[Shoelace]

For those who know me,You are quite aware of the ongoing fued between my step mum and myself.
For those who dont..well,its a looong story.Feel free to look up some old posts that may shed light on the matter.I think the Misc Rants thread would explain a bit.

Anyway, this poem or rap (How ever you may interpret) is the second in the three part saga of Shoelace Really Fuckin Hates His Step Mum .

The first poem was written before my dad and HER got married so things were a little differant back then.
Just recently alot of things in my life have come to a head. My dad getting married is one of them.
Although this poem may not explain the severity of my situation, it will .....Fuck it.
Its a plain out bitch so enjoy!

I Love All Yall

Everybody's makin' me mad, My dads bitch girlfriend, my dad.
My Mother when she gets sad, My little sisters, They're brats.
I hold all this anger inside myself till' I finally snap,
Im puttin up with selfish people, Puttin' up with their crap.

It seems the only one who ever had some brains was me,
The only one who notices this change is me.
The word insane is something far more than a name to me,
But I cant control this fuckin' ragin' pain in me.

I still aim my hate at my fathers butt ugly girlfriend,
If I could only kill her, Bring her back to life and kill again.
If I could only do that, Then Id never get bored of killin',
Tick her off my list, Thats one of six million,
Ways to die, Ways to fry, Say bye to your days "Good Bye!"
If I could do it bitch, I would and thats no lie.
You think Im playin' bitch? You that Im lame talk?
Just be thankful that daddy doesnt carry a chainsaw.

Cos If he did,Shit, Theres no tellin' what I would do,
Id make an accident happen, Stand there and blame it on you.
Ah fuck it, I admit "I did it!" Do time and Im proud,
Cos I know that I'll be happy when I finally get out.

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Thanxxx for your time


-Peace

 

[neverwas]

*hugs*

I hold all this anger inside myself till' I finally snap,
Im puttin up with selfish people, Puttin' up with their crap.

its very well written hun.i felt your emotions and feelings right from the start...

hun i feel your pain and anger... *hugs* bottling it up wont help the situation at all...i dont really know that much bout ur past or ur circumstances but i know that dwelling on things and bottling up isnt the answer coz when you snap things go heywire...i bottle up to and believe me when i snap everything comes out and i am a wreck and a mess...if u need to talk send me a message...

*stars*

 

[Shoelace]

Thanks gurl.

I appreciate your feedback.
Yeah, Holdin shit inside is a bitch but Ive been doin all my life.. well, ever since daddy decided to pack up and leave.
13 years man. It sucks.

Anyway, I might just drop ya a line.
Cheers mate.

-Peace

 

[Queen Beat]

You have real talent.

 

[plazma]

Fuckin word.

MC Shoelace, you drop more bombs than Bush.

I hope this has helped the anger to become managed and creative, and that you'll produce much other stuff like that & post it here so I can read it!

-plaz out-

 

[Shoelace]

Cheers Mate *Clink*

You got urself a deal bruva! Thanks for props dude it really makes tha differance

But one thing,If I drop more bombs than bush, then wouldnt Johnny Coward be suckin MY dick?


For no reason,a smiley onslaught!
8) 8(

-Peace

 

[Cosmic Mist]

i can completely relate... my god how i can empathise with that!

I lived in hell with my dad's ex for years... not fun.

I hope you have better luck than i did, although, if they've been married, then your odds are slim.

*sends positive energies to shoelace*

 

[Shoelace]

*Sigh*

I hope you have better luck than i did, although, if they've been married, then your odds are slim.

Yeah I know.Ive been puttin up with this shit for almost 7 years.
I never thought they would last this long.Believe me..this woman is a PSYCHO!!!
Oh and I forgot to mention.The're trying for a little bundle of unhappiness this year.
Now check, Its not the babies fault and I know this...
Its the stupids parents' fault for bringing such an unfortunate soul into such a broken and bruised family.
I can see it now..
Baby: Dad, whare is my big step brother?
Dad: Your step brother..uh, doesnt really get along with your mother
Baby: Why not?
Shoelace: Cos she fucked my life up the arse with a ten foot clown pole and destroyed my sence of respect and love for my father!!!

More still, she fucked me up and I dont think I'll ever be truley free of this hostillity and anger that constantly burns like vomit in my throat.
I told myself that the only way that I could show my dad how much I didnt agree with their relationship was to decline the wedding invitation.I never actually thought I'd have to go through with it.But did he care? no.Did he think? no has anything changed? hardly.

Anyway,Im getting sick of reading these words as I write them down.
Ive been bitchin for so long I just feel numb.

Thanks 4 support people.I know you under stand

---Shoelace VS His Step Mum Part 3---
Coming To A Post Near You

THIS HAS BEEN A BLUELIGHT PRODUCTION

-Peace

 

[Vaile*]

So when do we get to hear it Shoelace?
Keep them coming man;
your lyrics pull some real heart strings.