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harraser

harraser

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A blank stare
Is easier
When the music wont bleed my ears
But i keep turning it up
In the hope it will drown out the annoyance
That sadly isnt sound.

Sometimes it feels
The lonliness can only be eased
By the stars in a sky
Where the sun never sets anymore.

And these days
The convenient touch just makes my skin crawl
Drawing back in revulsion,
Hatred,
For my unfair dissatisfaction.

Im losing strength by the hour,
Feeling it trickle from my will.
And i give a laugh,
One you always seem to miss the cynicism in,
While i walk backwards through the forest of habits.

You say submission is only human
I say thats a cop out
Im tired of justifying to myself
The reasons for my stupidity
And laziness grows old quickly
But it seems the boredom doesnt

Its been a long time since i felt this pathetic
And this only makes it grow worse.
 
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For my unfair dissatisfaction
I don't know why this line jumped out at me..
maybe it is that to many people had been here before sometimes..I don't if I just like to wollow in it...are if getting out is so much better...you learn alot about youself during and when you are getting out of a sad period..sometimes the things that make me the happiest in life, bring me down that hardest...
I always love your work..and here is another new year for you to share. ;)
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This is great work. It's just the sort of piece that you write when you're at your wits' end. The kind of thing you write when you're ready to make a huge change. Good luck with your fresh start.
 
A few days i would have said how much i identified with this and how much i knew how you felt, but things have changed somewhat since then, and i am happier than i was.
I know how this can feel, but don't let it consume you the way i did, because all you'll have at the end is emptiness. :\
SMile Ant, we live in a beautiful world... :)
 
oh sweetie...i had no idea you were feeling like this!
Sometimes it feels
The lonliness can only be eased
By the stars in a sky
Where the sun never sets anymore.
i feel this way a lot lately....it's a new year. hopefully things will get better for us all....
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Originally posted by harraser:

And these days
The convenient touch just makes my skin crawl
Drawing back in revulsion,
Hatred,
For my unfair dissatisfaction.
[ 30 December 2002: Message edited by: harraser ]
This part is great! I've been there before...
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